My life

OMG

I made this strawberry cake the other day!

Okay but like on a serious note! Sorry I've been gone for 2.5 months I've just been trying to distract myself from reality because I hate myself soo much 🙃

I weight almost 150lbs now 🥲 But I'm trying to get my life back together 😭 I'm gonna stop taking birth control 👍 And I hope that'll help a lot.

Also! Okay so like I started writing this journey almost 2 years ago! I'm still fat asf tho tf •_• But anyways, I started this because I wanted to be a Koop star and stuff and I haven't really been working on that since I got a boyfriend 😅But mf yg is having an overseas audition in LA and NY and aindkwjxkakxs so now I have a shit load of adrenaline even though it's 4am and I really want to try out for it! The one in NY is on July 10th which is in 2 weeks and I certainly can't get ready that fast but they have 2 of them in LA so I'm hoping I can audition for one of them:)

Idk if I want to do dancing or singing ahhh idk and I'm so lost in life and I don't have my shit together and all I do everyday is hang out with my boyfriend and repeat and I didn't pass 2 classes in school so I have to retake those and idk 😵‍💫

Anyways I'm back now! And I'll try to make weekly updates if anyone still cares 🙂

I hope you're doing better than me and if not just know that you're not alone and you can message me! I won't judge and I might not have good advice to give you but I'm a good listener :)