My life

Ugh

This food was soo good omg so fresh and yummy 🤤

Anyways... Ugh ☹️ Right now I weight 140 pounds and my waist is 32 inches ☹️ I hate myself  so much these days yet I still let myself eat so much :/

And like wtf it's almost august summer is going by too fast it gives me anxiety because I hate school. I'm gonna try to fast for 2 weeks or at least eat less than 100 calories for the next 2 weeks 🙂

I need my waist to be 28 inches in 2 weeks so my best guess is fast but 100 calories a day shouldn't effect it too much right 🥲

Also I have no idea what to do with my hair? Right now it's mostly blond and the roots are orange and black because I bleached my roots but never toned it then it grew out and so then there's black roots again and I don't know if I want to bleach it again and dye it a light color or if I should just dye it like dark brown or black but also I want to go like a dark blueish maybe cyanish color but idk and I want it to look good and ugh!

Anyways I stoped taking birth control for 3-4 weeks then went back on it so now I'm going through lots of mood changes and hormones and I'm scared I'm might be pregnant cuz I stoped for 3-4 weeks but I didn't do anything to get me pregnant like I DID but I used protection and protection to protect the protection!

Anyways idk when I'll be back I guess soon...? I'm also on Instagram if you guys want to know it's like a weight loss account basically this but on Instagram. It's private and I only accept similar accounts for weight loss @love.hate.food_85