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Aidjwjchwjhfhhfuefuhfhuhfhe Kiro please let me breathe 🥺 I've been recently getting like REALLY into this! Like the butterflies I have ughhh can't describe it! 🤪

Heyyyyyy I feel like it's been a LONG time since I've been here but it's only been not even a month! Anyways, update, I weighed myself 3 days ago and I was 121.3lbs and I weighed myself today and was 123 pounds 🙃 but weight is supposed to fluctuate day to day right 🙂

I'm soo scared that I'll gain weight 😢 I'm trying to lose as much weight as I can by Christmas! I love Christmas 🥺 There's nothing like Christmas magic 🥺🥺✨✨✨🥰🥰🥰🥰♥️❤️❤️

I want to be at MOST 115 pound by Christmas Eve but it would be great if I was 110 pounds. I want to be my goal weight by 5e end of this school year so let's go with the first week of June. My goal weight is anywhere from 95-85 pounds so that's 30 pounds in 7 months I can definitely do that! I swear to mf god if I don't and if I'm not I'm gonna go crazy 🤪💣💥🔥🔥

Whoa okay idk what I just   did but it changed the font lol. So I was saying, I've been insecure about myself and been trying to loose weight for about 7.5 years now damn. Started when I was 103 pounds and wow look at me now at 123 🐷 It's been too long for me to keep making excuses. I will start right now! The last thing I ate was a donut like an hour ago. It's not last midnight so I definitely won't eat anything else.

Okay new plan, try to fast as long as possible at most it'll probably be 36 hours but I need to have hope in myself! Then have a MAX of 500 calories. It would be nice if it was 200 calories be me being the pig I am knows that 500 is definitely more than enough I just have to be wise and if I'm not then I have the extra 300 calories to 500.

That's all for this month. See you next month 🥺🥺❤️❤️

I hope you guys are all doing well in this pandemic and are staying healthy!!! Whatever struggles you are going through right now, no matter what they are! You can do it! I know you can! You've lived your hardest day so keep going! You're soo amazing and you don't know it but I do so I'm telling you this rn! Be good to yourself 🥺❤️❤️❤️ See you next month! If I remember lmao oops-