Sixjsisjxj I can't take myself. I have a lot of anxiety these days but I get through it by distracting myself and that's probably bad. I procrastinate a lot but I do get school work done on time. For now that is.
Umm... I weighed myself today and I did lose some weight, but I ate a lot of food for dinner so idk anymore. Oh! This thought came into my mind a few days gos and I think I'll follow with it. Kind of like an update schedule if you could say. I think that posting everyday would kind of get boring so I figured, why don't I just post once every week or so? So then my weight log won't be soo up and down yk?
I got home from school and broke my fast. My original plan was to break my fast at schoo because I take a cooking class and we were supposed to eat in class but... I was head chief and let's just say what my group made took a longer time to bake than we though it would. It was still in the oven when the class ended so the teacher said to leave a timer on and she would take it out of the oven for us, so I plan on breaking my fast again but this time at school. If I choose to.
I'll only eat it if my team members do. I feel like it's kind of rude to eat while others aren't so if they don't eat it then I'll just wait until I get home to eat it.
I broke my fast at I believe 16:30ish and started it again at 18:45. If I break my fast a school, I would've fasted for a little over 18 hours. If I break it when I get home it would be around 20 hours.
I got this new plan of fasting too! I really do enjoy cooking and baking with other people. I feel like I can feel the work they put into halting making it all with each other's so I feel somewhat comforted by eating the food I make with them. Were supposed to eat altogether at a setup table but that hasn't happen yet because of our time limit, so I'm really looking forward to when I can eat at a table with them all. Idk does this make me sound weird?
I don't think I've felt like this before lol. Is this first love?!?! Oamxisjx hahaha, no. Maybe... lol. It's just been a while since I've felt really comfortable working with a group I guess. I really like it. This has now turned onto my love life diary. Lololol jkjkjk.
So getting to the business, here are my measurements update:
Waist: 30" - 76cm
Weight: 128.4lbs - 57.78kg
That's I recorded. So for dinner I ate:
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Along with what I exercised. Excluding the top 3. That was yesterday. I just logged it in after midnight so it was recorded onto today's log. And I forgot to log in my dance as exercise too.
I have a new plan for fasting. I think I'll just do weekly fasting or so. My cooking class allows me to cook at least once a week and sometimes two times a week so I'll just eat the beautiful creations I make with my team. Idk I feel like I'll just feel better eating others instead of at a table by myself or standing in my kitchen eating with a bowl in my hand because I'm multitasking. I also feel like I won't feel as bad when eating with them. When I eat food on my own, I feel as if I'm making a bad decision because when ever I do eat, it's usually something with a lottt of sugar. So if it's something with a lottt of sugar but me and my team made it, the feeling will change and I will feel much content! @-@
Tbh I feel like my one of my team members hate me though. I'm a shorty at 156cm tall and I believe he said he was 175cm tall. So yeah I'm literally a midget compared to him. I talk a lot and laugh a lot in the class because I'm really happy to be in the class but I feel like he's just soo done with me. Lol. I'm like that one annoying bitch that is just-
I high key feel like he's dead in the inside though.
I think I heard him laugh once but it might have been someone else because every one in our team was laughing at the time. But let me tell you his laugh... My reaction was as if Levi Ackerman were to laugh. It was once in a life time opportunity! I feel like I'm just over reacting osmxsijx sorry. It wasn't like an lmao laugh, it was like a fucking charming chuckle that made my heart race owmxsokd I'm soo weirdddd.
He doesn't talk much but I don't feel like he's shy either. He's lowkey a looker though lol skndisjddj 😜 maybe I just have weird standards 🤓
Tall slender body with long legs. Broad shoulders (At lest I think so?) with dark hair and a gentle voice (at least I think it's gentle lol) and brown eyes with cute af glasses. Okay there literary just plain black glasses but they still cute. And not to mention that he always wears a variety of button up shirts with jeans so... I love his fashion oajxisj. Compared to me and my fat ass looking-
I'm sorry what?!?!
Okay enough of me talking about school. I don't think I'm gonna have a set schedule to update but let's just say on on a Friday, Saturday or Sunday. Until next time when I have another story to tell! Hahaha okay, have a good day~^-^
*just a note, sleep is important! I've been getting like 4 hours of sleep and let me tell you, it's hard to pay attention im class with littler sleep, so don't go to bed too late. No later than 01:00 okay?!? Am I your mom now? Almsosjs sleep now children 😄
