My life

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And I owndjjdhejchh strive to be skinny 😔

Heyyy it's been almost two months haha... My diet has been up and down... The lowest I've been in the last two months is 124 so that's good I guess. Nothing much really just stress and school and working.

Okay like.... I got a job at target and there's this guy I low key high key low key have a crush on lmao. Like I have a boyfriend but like this guy is really nice! He's also like 23+ tho so like 🚔 lololol. With masks on it's hard to guess his age so he's either 23 or 47 and there's no in between lmao 😭😭😭😭😭

I'm trying to eat 500 calories a day or less but no more than 750 ughhh it's not hard I'm just not trying enough 🙄 just like always ughhh I hate myself 🙃🙃

Today I weigh 126 and I won't weight myself  every day anymore! I'll weigh myself every other week and that way I won't be sad or anything if my weight goes up and pound of two everyday.

I need inspiration for life 😭 the iphone 12 pro max comes out soon and I wanna get it so like I have to save up lol I'm not good at that 😭😭😭

Anyways, until we meet again...!!!

I mm....miss you... 😳😳🥺🥺❤️❤️✨✨✨🦋🦋😍😍😍🤩🤩🤩✨✨🥰🥰🥺❤️❤️