Sleeping In Your Arms (Sasuke Uchiha Love Story)

Chapter Twenty

(A/N: Last chapter! It was fun writing this story and I'll post info about the sequal once I'm finished with it! See 'ya! Enjoy this last chapter and please listen to the wonderful song on the side because I think it definitely suits how Kamina is feeling in this chapter. Torn by Natalie Imbruglia, please enjoy--->)

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Chapter Twenty

KAMINA

“Hello there, my little girl” his cold voice said once I entered the hideout “I’ve been expecting you”

“I’m here for power” I pretended to reason.

“Power for what?” he asked with amusement

“Power to change the world” I said

“Very well, my little girl, power you shall receive… Although, I can’t help thinking that you went here for your sssweet little SSSasuke” he hissed like a snake and I rolled my eyes.

“No. He is not my purpose as to why I went here.” I said firmly

Orochimaru stared at me for a while before giving me a bone-chilling smile.

“I’ve really wanted to have you back from the moment I saw your Mangekyo Sharingan… But when I saw how great you did during the Chunin exams, worthy of power is what I thought of you, my little girl. You still have a habit in creating forbidden jutsus, yes?”

“Yeah, your point?”

“Ah, still sarcastic as ever. I like that about you. Anyway, Sasuke is currently training with Kabuto right now. If you would mind, we will go to another hideout so I can train you without Sasuke as a distraction. We will leave in the morning”

“Orochimaru, if I would make a request, I would like to not be seen by Sasuke”

The snake faced me curiously before nodding. “Request granted. Rest now, my little girl, for tomorrow will be a bright new day. The hideout we will be going to is made especially for you and only you…..”

I stared at his retreating figure before walking down the halls of this familiar hide out. I and Kabuto have memorized this whole hideout so finding my old room would not be a problem. Once I opened the door and entered the all-too-familiar dark room, I immediately lied on the bed…..

‘Lonely?’a familiar voice said in my head

‘Yaku, I knew you’d talk sooner’

‘You’re hurt, aren’t you? Why don’t we make the pain go away?’

‘Nothing can heal this broken heart, Yaku… nothing’

‘Hate will be able to heal it’

‘No thanks’

‘Hahaha! You’re lonely and sad once again, brat! The next few years will surely be fun! Say goodbye to your goodnight’s sleep! I am back!’

‘And heartbreak was the reason’

I said to myself before drowning myself in the depths of loneliness once again….. I still love you, Raven… Even if it hurts to say so.

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You know that feeling when you just seem like an empty soul? You feel like you're all torn? That’s how I feel right now. I'm all torn up. Sasuke was everything to me… but I guess he didn’t feel the same. Right now, the only thing that’s keeping alive is the people who are dear to me back in Konoha. Although, it’s right what they say about how the mind forgets but the heart always remembers. At this very moment, even when my life is going downhill once again, my heart still beats and belongs to an Uchiha who broke and tore it apart. How does it feel to sleep in his arms? It feels like heaven every single night. How does it feel to love him? It feels like a beautiful mistake that I would gladly do again and again no matter how stupid I might seem to other people. How does it feel to get your heart broken by him? It feels like dying every single day. Until this day, I still can’t decide whether to just forget about him or to run to the place where Kabuto is training him and tell him to get back together with me… I sound desperate, I know….. but that’s what love does to you. Sleeping in his arms was my only refuge and loving him seemed like my only getaway.

‘Sasuke, I hope that one day, I will be able to find my refuge again. I want to wake up in the morning and find myself Sleeping In Your Arms again… I love you, Raven’

 

THE END