deception (Karl Jacobs)

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Chapter twenty four
teegan's pov

It had been a week since i'd last seen Karl, and he found out everything. Mia was helping me feel better and I was streaming as Sulley still, but I couldn't shake the feeling of feeling guilty. Karl was still passively hating on Sulley any chance he got on my twitter. I don't know what I expected from all of this, I guess I truly thought I had more time to come clean. I picked up my phone and sighed, wishing I could text him right now, he usually made late nights bearable..but now I had to give him space, no matter how much it killed me.

Sulley;) : he found out. And he hates me.

coco: No way. Im sorry beautiful.

Sulley;) : what am i supposed to do corpse. I changed your contact name and then quackity called and why didn't I think any of this through.

coco: why is he so angry? You're a streamer you'd think he'd find that cool.

Sulley;) : i dont know..he feels betrayed, as if he doesn't know who I truly am.

coco: well screw him. not literally, obviously but you can find someone better.

Sulley;) : i dont really want anyone else.

coco: then what's your plan babe? Sit and sulk about him? Expect him to understand? Is a normie truly ever going to get it? If he can't understand why you kept it a secret, he's fucking stupid.

Sulley;) : I don't know Corpse. It's not like twitch is a dating app, I cant just fall in love with someone on here..

coco: I beg to differ.

Sulley;) : thanks for talking to me. I gotta go.

coco: alright, and hey, good stream yesterday, let's do it again soon okay?

Sulley;) : of course :]

ding!

mammamia: Chandler texted me. Karl's on his way over.

teeGAN: what do you mean?

mammamia: i don't know babe, Chandler just told me Karl's done a lot of thinking..Chandler's so confused about all this..i wish i could tell him 🙁

teeGAN: no mia please dont.

mammamia: okay..fine, just get ready..I feel like he's there to scream at you..Chandler says he's in a bad mood, he kept bitching at him.

teeGAN: I miss him, so any presence is good enough for me.

mammamia: don't get your hopes up okay? You really hurt him..i understand why he's so angry. But I also understand why you did what you did..I mean what else were you supposed to do? He's so handsome, and it happened so fast, you didn't want his number the first time, then the second time you two had already hit it off..he has to understand that to an extent..

teeGAN: i dunno mi, I hope so. I love you. Im going to get some decent clothes on.

I picked up some black sweat pants from my closet and my enderman shirt, hoping this was decent enough. I'd honestly wished Karl would have left some time of sweater here from the times he spent the night..that's when my face lit up...I ran to my bathroom, seeing his golf sweater on my dryer folded nicely. I picked it up and threw it onto myself, could this make him madder? No way.
ding dong!
My eyes widened and I rushed downstairs, Jake almost tripping me as I did so. Jake ran to the door and Meowed as I stood there contemplating, a loud knock followed and I swallowed hard.
"I know you're here." Karl's voice made me smile even if he was so angry. I reached the door handle and opened it, Jake stepping between his legs.
"So i've been doing so much thinking.." Karl began as he avoided eye contact, I forced myself not to say anything, even if all I did was want to explain.
"Man, why can't I find the words..what the heck..you're wearing my sweater.." Karl suddenly pointing out, I looked up and he looked into my eyes for a moment, then broke the gaze.
"I don't think I've ever hated anyone..not before you. Teegan was cool..but Sulley is everything I hate, she's mean, she's cold, she's selfish, she's a bully and Teegan turned out to be just the same as her. I can't believe I was so stupid. Now i'm supposed to be careful with cool girls I meet? Not that it's ever happened before..but if it ever does again, I have to be scared that she'll turn out to be the girl who was making me doubt my streaming career? All this time, these past three months, you have been pretending to not know one single thing about me, why? What was this for? An embarrassment project? I mean I even kissed you, I never-I don't kiss girls...you had me fooled..I guess you won Sulley. I won't tell anyone your secret, you can tell everyone about me and all the stuff I told you, but just know you're the absolute worst person I have ever met. At least we created something cool with Mia and Chandler, but all you did was hurt me..I never want to see you again, out of all places Sulley could have lived it just had to be my home town." Karl's words came out in so many different tones, it sounded bitter, then sad, then angry..there was so much to feel, and I just felt absolutely horrible, my intention never being to make him embarrassed or to use his friendship as an advantage.
"You look really nice in my sweater.." Karl's eyes looked into mine..I softly smiled, feeling my guilt fade for a simple moment.
"Do you wanna come inside..?" I mumbled as he peeked inside my house, he shook his head,
"I don't want to stay with you." Karl turned away from me, "Can I have a kiss Karl?" It was a long shot but I wanted to know he still cared somehow, after all of it, that there was still some kind of hope for us. He turned to me with a look of disbelief,
"I don't want to kiss you." He turned away from me again and I grabbed his arm, the in him back to me, I stared into his grey blue eyes, "Please.." I mumbled, Karl's face moved closer to mine, our lips practically touching, "I can't." He turned around and walked back to his car, leaving.