deception (Karl Jacobs)

30

Chapter thirty
karl's pov

T<33: what do you want?

karl<3: to talk to you..if you want to

T<33: yeah no thanks.

karl<\3 : Teegan im so sorry for everything..

T<33: oh so you're calling me by my name now? And I don't care that you're sorry. You destroyed everything I worked for. Are you happy with yourself? you finally got me off of twitch.

karl<\3: You know what Teegan, you're so annoying. You want me to understand and put myself in your shoes but you can't even put yourself in mine. You're the absolute most annoying person i've ever met.

T<33: so thats it? You text me to put me down even more? You're everything I expected you to be Karl. I hope we never cross paths again. You're a monster.

karl<\3: I'm absolutely completely over you. I wish we'd never met, and i completely agree with you, hoping we never seeing each other again.
message not delivered!

karl<\3: T? Im sorry.
message not delivered!

karl<\3: you know what? Gosh, I hate you so much.
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karl</3: Teegan. Answer me.
message not delivered.

karl<\3: you know what, im coming over.
message not delivered.

I picked up my keys off my key holder and petted Grey as I ran out the door. I just had so much to say to this stupid girl, and she just blocked me, i mean who does that? I shook my head and sat in my car, starting the engine, I pulled out of my driveway and began dissociating, thinking back to the time Teegan and I met. Before all of this started.

"You are an absolute idiot.." Teegan chuckled as we laid in her bed, both of us chatting about random things, I shot her a face of shock and she giggled,
"You're so flipping rude.." She rolled her eyes at me and leaned her head on my chest, giving me a hug, "Shut up, you know im joking."
"Would you like to listen to some music?" I suddenly suggested, Teegan raised her head and gave me a grin, she picked up her phone and connected it to the tv, playing her play list.
"Oh..it's past three a.m, do you know what that means..?" I raised an eyebrow, she gave me a confused look and I grinned, hopping up on the bed, reaching my hand down to her.
"m'lady it's dancing time." She gracefully accepted my hand, jumping up with me. We jumped around on her bed and sang to the music together, both of us laughing like idiots.

I stopped at a red light and felt myself get sadder, I just wished that none of the stuff happened afterwards..because we could've been so good together. She was everything I was missing in my life. I sighed heavily as I grew to miss her very much, even if we'd only explored our feelings so little, I felt a big loss by losing her in my life. But she'd hurt me so much, I couldn't forget it. Not right not at least.

I arrived at her front door, i slowly raised my fist to it, taking a deep breath, was this really truly a good idea? I mean what was I even going to say..I stepped back and looked up at her bedroom window, green leds lit up the room, peaking through her curtains, I sighed, seating myself on her front steps, unsure of what to do. I placed my head in my hands and left my mind running in circles about this. Suddenly lights opened behind me and I looked back as Teegan appeared in the door, she looked utterly confused. She pushed the door open slowly, looking down at me. "What're you doing here.?" She spat, I stood up slowly and shrugged, "You blocked me."
"Of course I did, did you see the way you spoke to me..?" she raised an eyebrow, "And now you're disappointing me again, I thought you were the pizza delivery guy.." I couldn't help but grow a small smile, Teegan stood there still unimpressed with me.
"Can I come in..?" I mumbled, Teegan shook her head, "No you can't."
"You know what Teegan, im so fed up of you." I spoke without thinking for a second, Teegan nodded, leaning against her door frame, her arms now crossed. "You catfish me for years, treat me like shit. And then you make me like you, it's probably the worst thing i've ever experienced." I sighed,
she rolled her eyes, "I didn't cat fish you. Listen Karl, I don't wanna do this right now, I just started feeling a bit better about everything that happened, and I wasn't ready to see your stupid face again just yet, its really selfish that you think you can just pick and chose when to show up here.." She spoke calmly, I stared into her eyes and I felt myself weaken.
"Yell at me.." I mumbled, "what?" She raised an eyebrow and I rolled my eyes, "Get it out of your system, you're mad at me right? Yell at me."
"That's ridiculous, im not going to-"
"Just do it." I insisted, she rolled her eyes, staring deeply into my soul. 
"You're an asshole Karl. I knew I hurt you, but you crossed the line with what you did, maybe I crossed one too but I didn't completely fuck up your future because I was mad at you, I met you and you did all the things I did to you, but I still managed to believe that you could be a better person than I believed you were, even after all the shit you left all over my Sulley accounts, but I was so wrong because when you found out who I was you turned into a baby. A fucking child, you turned against me like it was nothing, you completely forgot about who I was when we met and just saw who you wanted to see, and you hurt me. I should have never went candle shopping, all it did was fuck my life up. I wish I had never met you." She spat, she was right, absolutely right, I stood there unsure of what to respond now, she sighed, she looked like she was still deep in thought, she looked into my eyes again and opened her mouth, but stopped herself.
"Teegan, i-"
"Karl don't. You know I didn't forget that you picked on me too. Maybe I knew who you were and you didn't have an alter ego, but Sulley was as much me as I was her, the only thing that was different was her name and you still didn't like her, so I guess that means you never really liked me did you? Because how could you hate her so much, but like me? It doesn't make any sense, which is why I guess you hate me so much now, because im that annoying girl who stole your friends.." Teegan uncrossed her arms and she took a step back, "I'm going to go back inside...don't come back here Karl.." She mumbled, I shook my head, "Don't-"
She shut the door and I stared at her sadly, she shut off the lights and disappeared, I knocked at the door, feeling my heart sink, the one time I liked a girl, it had to turn out like this?