𝙐𝙣𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 -DNF

Seventeen

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TW's:
Underage drinking
Sex mentions
Panic attack

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Clays POV:

I had been invited to a party that Sapnap was hosting, he is George's friend. A bunch of people were going to this party, I had heard it was Sapnap's siblings birthday so his sibling threw a party to celebrate. I've been to many parties before but I was kind of nervous for this one. Why? I think it's because I heard George is going, he is Sapnap's friend anyway.

The party would be on Friday 8 P.M. but the problem is that it's Friday 7 P.M. and I can't tell if I really want to go. Maybe I could make new friends or find a new girl to fall in love with to distract myself from George. I hate the thought of having to get myself to fall out of love with a boy. I had always thought I would be fighting over a girl, not some dumb boy that I barely even talk to?

I think I'm gonna go to that party. I have one hour before I can go.

George's POV:

(At the party)

Cups scattered everywhere, talking with music in the background. Yelling and shouting, including talking. People making out. People having sex in the bathroom. I looked everywhere for Sapnap yet I couldn't find him in the big crowd of people. I've been here before yet I couldn't find Sapnap. I started to get worried, but I didn't know why. I went into the kitchen and sat down on the counter and just stared at my legs. My legs swung back and forth. My ears get filled with the music.

Road shimmer
Wiggling the vision
Heat heat waves
I'm swimming in a mirror
Road shimmer
Wiggling the vision
Heat heat waves
I'm swimming in a
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now

I sigh. What did these lyrics even mean? Why should I care anyway? It's just a song. Maybe I shouldn't care so much.

Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now
Usually I put
Something on TV
So we never think
About you and me
But today I see
Our reflections
Clearly in Hollywood
Laying on the screen
You just need a better life than this
You need something I can never give
Fake water all across the road
It's gone now the night has come but
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now
You can't fight it
You can't breathe
You say something so loving but
Now I've got to let you go
You'll be better off in someone new
I don't wanna be alone
You know it hurts me too
You look so broken when you cry
One more and then I'll say goodbye
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now
I just wonder what you're dreaming of
When you sleep and smile so comfortable
I just wish that I could give you that
That look that's perfectly un-sad
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Heat waves been faking me out
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now
Road shimmer
Wiggling the vision
Heat heat waves
I'm swimming in a mirror
Road shimmer
Wiggling the vision
Heat heat waves
I'm swimming in a mirror

I get lost in my thoughts as the music gets quieter. I care too much. A single tear rolls down my cheek as I watch the other people have fun, not having a single care about what others think. Suddenly my chest gets tighter and it gets hard to breathe. My hands start to shake. Not now, please. I wish I wasn't like this. Maybe a drink would help? I see Sapnap walk around the corner and I wave at him with a shaky hand.

"Yo bro you good?" Sapnap asks

"Y-yeah I think so I don't know why this is happening. M-maybe I j-just need to c-calm down," I say as it gets harder to breathe.

"Calm down dude, take a deep breath in. And out. Focus on your breathing, let's get you something to drink and a cool place to stay. It's pretty hot and here and I don't think it's helping you at all. Maybe you could have some well.. alcohol to loosen up? You've been seeming a little tense lately," Sapnap said

(Please know I do not suppose underage drinking. It is not good for you just wait until you're the legal age it's not that hard. )

I nod, maybe I do need to loosen up. Sapnap leads me to his room and turns his fan on. He makes me sit under the fan and he goes downstairs to get me a drink. Not too long he comes back upstairs and hands me a cheap foam cup filled with alcohol.

"Just don't tell anyone I gave you this alright," Sapnap says.

"I promise," I say.

Clay's POV:

The room was hot and humid. Girls drooling all over the boys, people making out. People having sex in the bathrooms, obvious from how loud some of them are. I sit down on a couch and observe the room, I look around and see Cora. But Cora wasn't with George. She was making out with another man, I was sure it was Cora. I took my phone out and snapped a picture of her.

I don't like cheaters. I never will like cheaters.

(Omg stop foreshadowing Clay 🙄)

George's POV:

I look down at my empty cup that was once filled with alcohol. I smile, maybe I did need to let loose for once. My life is such a mess yet so fixed. I let out a sigh. I decide to leave the room, maybe I could find something to do.

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(1105 words)

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