The Maze Runner Imagines (requests closed)

Newt Imagine: Insanity

You could feel yourself going insane. Slowly, but surely. You weren't sure if anyone else could notice it, but you knew you could.

In the middle of the day your breathing pace would increase, and you would start hyperventilating the more you thought about the maze and escaping.

You couldn't take it anymore. During dinner, once again, your breathing increased and your hands started shaking uncontrollably. It seemed everyone was staring you, although only a few gladers were; Newt included.

You felt like just a little spec of dirt that didn't really matter, maybe even an animal trapped in a small, metal cage.

There's no way out. We'll rot here, we're going to die here.

The worst thoughts traveled through your mind and you ran to the deadheads to be left alone. You hoped no one had noticed or followed.

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You were unaware that Newt was going crazy looking for you. He knows you and your body language, even it's a little eye twitch.

You were curled up in the deepest part of the deadheads, leaning against the cold maze walls. Your face was buried in your legs and your arms hugged yourself. The gentle wind blew your hair ever so slightly. Tears raced down your eyes and you tried comforting yourself, like you always do, by singing your favorite song.

You could hear someone walking towards you, but you don't bother to look up; too consumed by the thoughts that raced through your mind. He started speaking; you could tell by the accent that it was Newt.

"Shuck Y/N.. What am I gonna bloody do with you."
You didn't answer, you were still silently crying and singing to yourself.
"You have a lovely voice." Newt stated, attempting to comfort you.

After a while, you didn't answer. Newt sat there in silence thinking you had completely lost it. He broke the silence with his sobs.

"Y/N, we're gonna make it. I promise you we will. Please stop crying, please come back to me. Please, please answer me Y/N."

You remained silent.

"Bloody shuck Y/N.."

Newt places a hand on your shoulder.

"I like you. I-I really do. Actually, I love you. I love the way you smile, it lights up this gloomy glade, a-and the way you laugh always makes my day. You're just so, so--perfect, I don't know I-I'm tongue tied..and I just need you to know that I-I love you."

Newt tries his hardest to pull himself together as he watches you sob. He wipes his tears on the lining of his jacket and continues.

"Y/N, I bloody love you."

You slowly look up, Newt's words breaking your insanity and bringing you to reality.

"I-I love you too Newt."

You tackle him in a hug and he brushes your hair back with his hands, staring into your eyes.

He props himself up with his elbows as you lay on top of him.

A smile tugs at his lips and he slowly closes his eyes and leans into your lips.

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I actually really like this one!!! I hoped you guys liked it! It was requested by Kat_Has_Secrets , feel free to request another if you'd like!❤️