Celene POV
I wasn't able to move for about half an hour. My body slump in the driver seat, unable to do what my mind wants me to do. This is just freaking hurt and I don't want to believe what just happened.
I don't and I can't!
Pero nang maging maayos ang pakiramdam ko ay agad kong nilisan ang mansion ng mga Zanturi.
I don't want to go back to our hell of a mansion so, I decided to just drive directionless.
I'm hoping something happened as I wandered. I wished that this was just a dream but no matter how much I pinch myself to wake up to this nightmare, I can't! Because this ain't a dream but a sad reality I have to endure.
Nang medyo malayo layo na ang narating ko at hindi na pamilyar ang dinadaanan ko, may nakita akong bangin just beside the road I'm taking.
Something came up inside my mind. I stepped hard on the acceleration and I saw how my Mercedes Benz increased its speed. The road is curved and if you're not careful enough to turn your car on time, you'll fall deep down the cliff.
Pero hindi ko yan pinansin. Just beside the cliff is the warning sign saying accident prone, slow down your speed. But damn! That's the least of my concern, in opposition, it's what I'm doing -- to fall deep down the cliff!
Masisisi niyo ba ako kong gusto ko ng kumawala sa sakit ng dulot ng mga nangyayari ngayon.
Damn! I should be that woman, we had planned this after our graduation. We had talked about our future for Pete's sake but why did this happen?
Saan ako nagkamali? Kahit ilang katanungan pa ang gawin ko para lang nalaman kung bakit bigla na lang naging ganito ay hindi ko masagot. Walang nagsasabi at walang nagpapaliwanag.
With all the thing Matrox said, unti unting nasisira ang mga magagandang bagay na pwede ko pang idahilan para hindi paniwalaan ang mga bentang niya tungkol sa mga Zanturi.
Kasi ngayon, hindi ko na makumbinse ang sarili ko para ipagtanggol pa sila. Na mababait sila, cause slowly the truth crept into me, that he just used me just what Matrox said.
They manipulated me. I wouldn't be surprised if they also manipulated my cousins and my sister.
I'm now nearing the cliff. My heart raced its pace as I felt my body shake for the danger ahead. One kilometer na lang at lalanding na ako sa bangin.
5 seconds
4 seconds
3 seconds
2 seconds.
Just as I was about to fall, I step hard on the brake. Agad nangilid ang luha sa mata ko. Nanginginig ang kamay ko na nasa manibela. Nawala lahat ng lakas sa katawan ko.
It only took me 10 seconds to decipher what I had almost done. God! I almost fell, I almost kill myself.
Nag pawala ako ng malakas na tawa pero kasunod noon ang malakas kong paghagulgul. I trashed inside my car, I smash my hands in the steering wheel wishing it can ease my pain. Pinag susuntok ko ang mirror ng kotse para masira ito pero who I'm I kidding.
It's not my intention to ruin my car, I just want to feel physical pain. I want to divert this pain inside my heart to the physical pain I can get from trashing inside.
Nag sisigaw na ako sa sakit. Yong kanina emotional pain nadagdagan ng physical pain. I saw a blood streaming down my knuckles.
God! This is so painful. What did I do to deserve this? Naging masama ba ako? Naging masamang kapatid, anak, at girlfriend ba ako? Ganun na lang ba ako kabilis ipagpalit? Did I even hold a slight value from them?
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Avoiding The Mafia (COMPLETED)
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