Remember FourTris

Chapter 20

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I don't know how or why this is happening, but it is. No doubt about it. I hardly know Eric, but he did cover for me for Four. He is the one helping me... Is it just because I feel vulnerable and I'm trying to latch onto the first person in my way? I have no idea, but I do know I'm kissing him back.

One of his arms snakes around my waist to pull me closer to him, as if he is actually enjoying this. I doubt it... I mean he couldn't right? His other hand cups my cheek as he deepens the kiss and I actually let him! I don't know exactly what Eric is like, but so far... he seems like a good guy. Maybe I should trust him instead of Four.This is too much for the first day I'm out of the hospital.

After a good two minutes- or maybe it was even an eternity, I have no idea, not like I was keeping track- I finally pull away. Not sure about how I feel about the kiss. I don't know what i felt but I felt something. Not sure if it was positive or negative though. My eyes keep shut as I pull away but am still close enough to feel his heavy breathing along with mine.

Slowly, I open my eyes and realize my hands have relaxed, flat on his black tight t-shirt, and it's actually pretty comfortable. It happened naturally, that shoudn't be natural... Eric finally opens his eyes as well and for a few seconds all we do is search one another's eyes. "Not bad stiff," He whispers as he smirks at me. "not bad at all." I quickly stand up and back away from the table extremely confused and wrong. Eric's eyebrows knit together as he gets up too.

"Tris, just wait a minute..." He tries to say calmly but I just shake my head. I hear a loud "WHAT THE HELL?!" coming from the table with all my friends... And Four. Him being the one who yelled that. His eyes are wide with anger, and confusion. Yes I can see that all the way from here at my table. Eric quickly turns to face Four then back to me.

"Tris... Let me just explain something. Please just-" But Eric's voice is interupted by Four's voice, he sounds carring and worried... All things I thought I wouldn't hear at this point. He's running over now to our table. I quickly mumble to Eric "You have to tell me what happened. As soon as possible." And with that, i turn on my heels and book it out of the cafteria.

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After what feels like I've been running for hours, but must of really only been about 45 minutes, an hour tops, I slow down at what I heard to be called the chasm. This place, of course feels all too fimilliar to me. Why though, I don't know. Wether it was because I shared a moment here with Four, maybe even someone else. Or could it possibly just be a place I passed by a lot. Maybe even just a favourite spot of mine.

I sigh shaking my head, not being able to remmeber hurts my head. I've deffiently heard of tales about this place. Initiates jumping off here, being cowards... I don't know what I think about that. You have to have a lot of guts to jump down... To die purposly... Knowing fully well there isn't a coming back. But... What if they were running away from something, or ashamed... Maybe even just tired of everything life puts us through. Is that still cowardice? I don't know. And I don't like to ponder the thought...

I hear the rush of the water, and I know to some people it must sound annoying or too loud but to me, it sounds like relaxation. Having all the sounds of your problem, rushing away and replaced by the constant sound of the water crashing onto the rocks. I start following, a small pathway down to so low on the chasm you can feel the water spraying onto your ankles. I easily sit myself down on the edge of the rocks and just let myself enjoy the tranquility.

Soon enough though my eyes wander around... Behind me on a giant rock I see the carving of a word... I dont make the connection until a minute later though.... No wonder this place is so fimiliar. I gulp and set my eyes down to look at the chasm. 

"Tris!" I hear a fimiliar voice call. I sigh, its not Eric or Four. "Down here!" I call and look down. Don't they hate me? I don't want them to but it doesn't make sense that they don't. After a minute of a lot of peballs falling, thrashing of trying not to fall and cursing in dauntless slang Uriah shows up. I keep my eyes set on the water as he sits down beside me.

"You know sometimes I used to question how you could possibly be in dauntless but the I see you do stuff like this and for a stiff, well for anyone, I see why." He says softly with a chuckle. I like talking to Uriah, I feel like he could be a strange brother in some ways to make you laugh, but at times when you really need it, he'll give you the best advice.

"What do you mean?" I croak out. "I mean you're more than half way off the edge of a chasm, just dangling your legs over as if your sitting in a pond, and you have zero cares to give." He laughs. I finally look to him and I don't understand it at all. His eyes are twinkling with happiness and he has that stupid goofy grin that I know Marlene goes crazy for but never admits. I've seen the way they look at eachother when the other isn't looking. I may have had my memories lost but I'm not blind.

I smile slightly and look down at the boots Four gave me today for when I got out of the hospital. I bite my lip hard. I can ask Uriaj, he would know. He wouldn't lie to me.  Well except for on the odd occasion where if I ask if theres more dauntless cake left and he says no but really he's just leaving it all for himself.

"Uriah, can I ask you somethin-" I beging but Uri of course interupts me. "Hold up Trissy. We need to talk first." He states in big fake macho voice. I smirk and shake my head "Don't call me Trissy you kn-" He holds up his hand in front of my face to stop me from talking. I just roll my eyes and shut up. "Geez Trissy, manners! Is there no stiff left in you?" He smirks then puts his hand down. 

"We need to talk about you and Four." He states simply while looking down. I groan and put my face in my hands. "Uri!" I whine. "Tris. C'mon just hear me out. Four is just as much my friend as you are to me so please?" He pleads for me to listen. I sigh, I should be fair. "Fine." I groan and take my hands away from my face." And so, he begins.

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