Dear Janet, You're Ugly

End in Shambles

Janet's POV

Recap: After what seemed like hours she finally pranced away with that infamous evil grin. Stanley rushed back inside his face beet red. I immediately grabbed him without a thought into the kitchen.

" We need to talk"

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We stood across from each other, as he nervously switched his weight from one leg to the next. I tried not to look too menacing because knowing Stanley he is a ball of nerves and the last thing I wanted was for him to feel intimidated.

I sighed deeply leaning against the counter. "What did she say to you"? I got right to it which seemed to shock him as his face went red. His bottom lip began to tremble and he seemed to have gone even paler despite his already pale complexion.

He shifted his eyes to the ground. " I... I- I'm n-not s-sure w-what y-you m-mean". He was a stuttering mess and by this point, I knew I couldn't stop the frown that made its way on my face.

"Look I just want to know what she might have said to you. She isn't one to just talk to just anyone" I stated trying not to appear irritated. Something doesn't seem right and I knew she had to up to something.

"S-she w-was l-l-looking f-for y-you" he stuttered before looking hard at the ground. This was the best I was going to get out of him so I dropped the subject and made my way towards the back door.

I took a deep gulp of fresh air before exhaling. I only prayed that Millie Anderson didnt have anything up her sleeves. But knowing her she lived for humiliating me, it was her entertainment. And when you would think she would get bored of you and move on. It was as if all that hope came crashing down.

I would always have a target on my back, no matter how much I tried not to be seen. I sat on the old brown bench that sat behind the cafe. My mind began to race as I thought of him. Erin deserved to be happy, and even if it did pain me to say it I knew that I couldn't make him happy.

For a brief moment, I had been happy. When he took me into his large arms and pressed me up against a tree in the woods. Words could not describe how hard my heart pounded against my chest. I would have never imagined how perfect his lips felt against mine.

And for the first time, I was so ready to let him in. I was so ready to give in and be with him even if it meant that I didnt know what the hell I was doing. I didnt believe I was capable of being able to like someone the way I liked Erin.

He had been there for me during a time when it has been hard for me. And now there was no way I would be able to gain his trust again. Maybe this was the end for us. Maybe our story didnt have an ending or maybe it was meant to end in shambles.

Maybe I Janet was incapable of being loved.