I burst into the house crying. My makeup was all messed up and my clothes were all drenched in tears. I didn't notice that the door was open and that the light was on, and didn't care that the door was left unlocked either, I just ran straight into the living room and fell onto the couch, sobbing into a smooth velvet pillow.
I didn't realise that Enmu was in the same room. He was peacefully sitting near a window and looking at the view, opening into the iconic birch-spruce forest. He did nothing as I continued to cry. He just spectated me suffer on the inside and thrived off of it. I didn't even understand why I was crying at this point, was it because of Muichiro or Enmu..? Probably both of them. And I think I just needed to let out my other emotions that remained inside me from our last argument on the train.
Of course I love Enmu, but Muichiro was my best friend since childhood, and yes, I did experience romantic attraction towards him, but all of that is in the past. I was so overwhelmed with concerns and stress, therefore I accidentally fell asleep right on the couch without even noticing it myself, with my clothes on and eyes full of tears. But just in a few minutes I heard faint rustles from behind, and felt something soft and warm cover my body.
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"... I'm sorry." Enmu's voice softly rang out as soon as he laid down next to me, pressing against me.
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"I truly apologize..."
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"I thought you fell out of love with me." I spoke out, struggling to properly breathe as he hugged me tighter, I tried to escape his embrace for a few seconds, but I was so exhausted and simply gave up, not even caring about what he did to me anymore.
"Don't say that. You know I will love you forever." He reassured me as he pecked my dry salty cheeks.
I felt so powerless, as if I was about to fall into a long dream and never be able wake up again, after what I blacked out and fell into a deep slumber right in Enmu's arms for a few hours, and my eyes fluttered around five in the morning.
Sunrise.
"Oh... You're awake..? Good morning...~" He said as he stroked my hair and pressed me close to his chest.
I remained silent. I wasn't mad at him, I never really was anyway, it's just something didn't feel the same as before. I didn't expect that things would turn out this way. I know that he gets very jealous when I mention other men, but come on it can't be that bad... There was this one other thing that actually bothered me about him; His anger easily fades away, and after a while he acts like nothing really happened. I guess it was just his stupid way of asking for forgiveness.
I could tell that he's done it again as I felt how his hands slid down to my thighs and his cheeks reddened as I looked up to face him. He pulled me in closer by grabbing my ass and shoving me against his aroused body. Why was I not surprised about his actions. They were so predictable. I wasn't really in the best mood for physical contact, but I guess I didn't mind.
After all... His touch always pleased me. Especially when it comes down to my lower body.
He gradually approached me as he gently held my neck, kissing it slowly but so passionately. I guess I should just succumb on my stress and let my lewd fantasies play out in real life ways. I placed one hand on his waist and stroked his luscious hair with the other.
I wrapped my legs around him and snaked my arms over his shoulders, pulling his head to my chest. And that was a mistake of mine. He buried his face into it and extremely quiet moans kept escaping out of his mouth.
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"Mm...~ Why is it that you're so ashamed of your own body my dear..?~ You're so perfect, what's bothering you so much??" He asked as he nuzzled into my breasts.
"The fact that you're you're burying your face to a practically flat surface. That's what's bothering me."
"No need to be so embarrassed darling, I love you the way you are, so just start appreciating yourself even a little bit, for me at least..?~" He said as he looked at me with those cyan angelic eyes that glimmered with sparkles as he hoped for my agreement.
"No. :)"
"Ah. You wound me with your words sometimes... I'm just trying to support and assure you that you're flawless no matter what..."
"Thank you, but no need to. My opinion cannot be changed by anyone when it comes to this topic. Sorry."
"But-"
"No."
"Fine then, you stubborn little bitch" He swiftly pronounced as he slapped my ass, making me gasp from the unexpected shot of pain and pleasure.
I didn't know he even had this in him. Wow. I don't think he ever insulted me either. But why was it so hot...
"Is that what you wanted?"
"Y-yes."
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Wait.
WAIT.
NO NO I DIDN'T JUST SAY THAT.
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"Oh??~"
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Wait wait wait wait WAIT-
NO
WHAT AM I SAYING, WHAT DO I DO NOW
"I...- d-do it again..." I said as I slapped my hands over my mouth.
WHAT WHY AM I EXPOSING MY THOUGHTS JUST LIKE THAT?
IS IT BECAUSE HE NEVER DID THAT TO ME OR WHAT??
"Darling what is it that made you suddenly change?~ You look... Very nervous...~"
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"... Do you actually want me to repeat my actions..?~" He whispered as he continued grasping onto my ass.
I couldn't say anything. The only sounds that I produced were muted squeaks and moans as I held my mouth and shook uncontrollably.
He did it again.
He slapped me down there one more time and that's when I completely froze. From both satisfaction and shock. He kept giggling at my uncommon reaction and caressing my cheeks as he removed my hands and placed them around his shoulders, pulling me closer.
He continued softly laughing as I silently laid in his warm embrace and overthought everything that came out of my mouth. What is it that made me say all of that out loud..? This is fairly odd as this has never happened before, I don't think...
Awkward.
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Let me take you on a trip~ (Enmu X Reader)
Fanfiction! Spoilers are guaranteed ! All events are happening during the Taisho Era~ Female reader~ This shit rated porn ^^ Started of with that both you and Enmu are one of the lower ranks, you knew each other but didn't communicate too much, and continued...
