Let me take you on a trip~ (Enmu X Reader)

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We stood motionless, continuously peering into each other's eyes while I tried to process my thoughts properly. I must have misunderstood something. He asked if I had something with master too? What the hell is that supposed to mean? Did Enmu also have sex with Muzan?

...

"Did I hear that correctly..? Did you also have something between you and Master..?" I questioned him as I watched him gulp, trying to hide his nervousness.

...

Right.

Okay then.

...

Neither of us spoke, and as I kept glancing at Enmu his gaze became more disgusted within each second that passed. There was barely any point of just standing and doing nothing, so once our eyes met for the last time we both turned around and walked away, not daring to look back. I didn't know where I was heading, neither did Enmu. We just walked forward wherever the path led on until we no longer could see each other behind us.

I didn't know what to feel. I felt disgusted, angry and devastated at the same time, but all my feelings were pushed aside by my constant thoughts of what I should do next. Do I still feel the same way about him? Does Enmu still love me? Are we still together? What do I do now... What is Enmu going to do now... As I slowly trailed along the fortress, my thoughts were interrupted by someone's voice that rang out from a distance, calling my name out. It was Douma yet again, sitting on the porch of the entrance to his room.

Is there literally no escape from him..? Why is everything leading me to him all of a sudden...

"Over here!~" He waved his hand, signalling me to come over.

I surprisingly wasn't bothered by his loud screeching for the first time, so I darted over to him, it's not like anything mattered after all that's happened earlier today, I felt lonely anyway, I just lost someone I truly loved.

"Come here~" He commented, making his voice an octave higher as he pat the wooden surface he was sitting on, suggesting me to sit closer.

"So what brings you here so often?~ It's your second time visiting me today~ Did my palace impress you so much?~" Douma chirped, striking up a conversation the second I sat down near him.

"... Sure, you can put it that way I guess."

"I'm glad you're fond of my place!~ Oh and since you're back might I just compliment you again on what beautiful clothes you're wearing today~ That shade of crimson with black lacing looks very ravishing on you!~" He said with his classic smirk as he examined my revealing clothing.

"Thank you."

One of Douma's followers came up from behind and brought us some lavender flavoured tea, carefully pouring the golden liquid into two wooden cups and handing them over to Douma and I. He noticed my unfamiliar emptiness and tilted his head with a questioning look, knowing that something was wrong.

"Is something the matter?? You seem to be feeling down about something" Douma asked before lifting the cup of tea towards his lips.

"Huh..? Oh... It's nothing... I.. think I just lost someone dear to me.."

"My my, what happened to Enmu?" He asked as his interest suddenly peaked in.

"... It's all complicated... But I have a feeling that he no longer loves me, and my feelings... I'm not sure if I still love him as much either... It's just a massive misunderstanding." I quietened down, hesitating to say the actual reason for my sadness.

...

"I... guess you can say I cheated on him."

"Oh my... That doesn't sound too pleasing..."