Rui's glance clasped onto me and felt like his burning hungered stare devoured me to the bone as he kept gazing through my soul. I lost my track of thoughts. I have never, and I really mean it when I say never, would've expected to hear these words come out of Rui's mouth, especially when they were addressed to me, and what seemed most shocking, they were said without sarcasm.
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"...Huh?-"
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*Smooch*
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A kiss.
A kiss on my right cheek...
I didn't even get any time to process what happened a second ago, and now I had Rui's lips invade face. I thought I didn't feel anything at first or my mind made that up by itself at this point, but no. Unfortunately it did happen. And the only way I felt it was when his steaming face brought up a wave of heat upon mine as he leaned in.
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"... Rui, what's going on..?"
He remained silent.
"Talk to me. What's up..?"
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"... I didn't think that I had such strong feelings for you." He muttered.
"Neither did I..."
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The room filled with a muted pause once again.
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"Listen. Have you ever been in love before?" I calmly asked out of curiosity, to which he waved his head in denial.
"I don't know what love feels like. I never loved someone.. Romantically. ... Yet."
"... And you thought maybe this is what it feels like..? And I'm the one..?" I questioned.
"Mhm." He nodded.
"Oh Rui.. Come here.. I'll tell you something.~" I said as I warmly beckoned him over into my embrace with a smile, wrapping him with my arms into a gentle hug, softly patting his light strands of hair.
"Look my dear, I've made out a little conclusion for myself as I listened to you right now - you're not capable of loving people romantically, am I right? Sooo... I'm assuming that I'm no different from the others, so don't rush with your interpretations just yet...~ I know that's you know how to love someone, but you do it more family like... Correct..?"
He nodded.
"You see..~ I'm glad you admitted it.~ And don't worry, in fact I'd be more comfortable if you admired me more like a sister than a love interest, because you also must understand and keep in mind that I do have a partner myself.. and I love him a lot. I know that deep down inside your soul hides that very pure kindness and sweetness of yours... And trust me, you also mean a whole lot to me, but I only see you as a younger brother, nothing more..." I quietly spoke out as I looked at Rui, noticing him turning his gaze away to the floor as I talked.
God I felt so bad for that kid. First time in life he felt some sort of connection and I turned him down like that. I never felt so ashamed.
"It's okay. I understand." Rui replied, resting his face on my shoulder and looking up at me with a warm, brotherly like smile.
I couldn't help but stare at his clear gentle eyes that glimmered with admiration and pureness as his smile kept spreading over his face more and more.
"Awh...~ You're such a sweetheart I can't..~ Oh also, I promised to visit your mother last time, care to lead me over to her?~" I smirked as I rubbed Rui's head in a tiny fit of cuteness.
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Let me take you on a trip~ (Enmu X Reader)
Fanfiction! Spoilers are guaranteed ! All events are happening during the Taisho Era~ Female reader~ This shit rated porn ^^ Started of with that both you and Enmu are one of the lower ranks, you knew each other but didn't communicate too much, and continued...
