"Shh baby I obviously haven't been doing my job right of loving you for you. So I am going to show you all of my love baby girls." He kisses my forehead then kisses my nose then my lips. He was so gentle and passionate. I could feel the emotions he has been holding back perfectly. Me being a plus-size model but barely being plus size I am very aware of my weight. Yeonjun walks backward toward the bed and sits down trying to pull me on his lap. I resist and pull away from the intense kiss. I look at him than myself trying to hint at my reason but words are so much better in a situation where your mind is clouded by love and lust.
"Baby no I am too heavy" He looks at me from my feet to my head.
"Baby girl, listen. Trust me you are not too heavy to sit on my lap. You are not too heavy to ride me. You are not too heavy to sit on my face or for me period. I know that is something you are self-conscious about, but trust me." He pulls me down on his lap as I hover a little. He kisses my neck and sucks a little but trying not to leave marks, my body reacts and I straddle him fully letting my walls down and let the pleasure take over.
"I love you baby girl and I am going to show you just how much." He flips us over and takes off his shirt and pulls mine over my head. He purposely gave me small kisses that made me laugh all the way down my boys. He aligned himself at my entrance and held eye contact the entire time.
"Yeonjun..." I moaned out.
"God baby you look so perfect, and... and feel so good... I am so crazily in love with you" He kept thrusting into me but his hand made its way to my clit to help me reach my high faster. A few seconds later I pulled his lips to mine by the back of his neck and came while moaning into his mouth. The squeezing of my core caused him to release his load inside me moaning in my mouth as well.
3 days later
I am at another photoshoot. I was exhausted while getting hair and make-up because Yeonjun can not keep his hands off me now. I fall asleep in the chair as they are glamming me up. My manager wakes me up and I walk to the studio. I was modeling and doing as told but also putting my own taste to things. When we finished I walked back to the room to get dressed and head out. As I was packing up I got a delivery of flowers. I smile knowing exactly who they are from. I read the card.
I am sorry I couldn't go see you today. I miss you and I love you.
I walk out with the bodyguard Yeonjun makes me have around ever since we started dating. I get in the car and drive to the boy's music video shoot. I didn't tell them I was going but I thought a surprise would be fun. I was escorted in and laid low until they had a break. I loved watching him work. All the passion he throws into the things he loves is crazy. I saw the other boy's girlfriend hanging around. Kai's girlfriend approaches me.
"Are you the girl dating Yeonjun?" I nod my head shyly?
"Yes I am" she calls the rest of the girls over to meet me. They talked amongst themselves while I felt like the odd one out. The boys had a break and were walking into the room we were all waiting in. I stand up to put my phone to charge when I have a body crash into me.
"I didn't know you were coming. How was your photoshoot? Do I get a sneak peek like last time? Omg, I can't believe you're here." He pecks me a thousand times and hugs me tight.
"Hey breathe, please. I would like for you to stay alive." I giggle as everyone stares at us, finding Yeonjun's actions totally out of character but they really weren't. He takes a couple of deep breaths then sits me down with him.
"What photoshoot are you talking about," Beomgyu's girlfriend asked, confused.
"She is a model, she had a photoshoot," Yeonjun told her coldly annoyed at the way she asked and looked at me.
"Her? really? a model? Ha, she is fat, her hair is too ratty and her skin is too dark." Beomgyu yells at her telling her that wasn't nice. Yeonjun was beyond pissed. He took my hand pulling me off the couch to follow him. I was staying strong but I had the biggest urge to cry. We stop in the hallway as I blink to clear my watery eyes and smile up at Yeonjun. He was pacing and running his hands through his hair.
"Hey calm down, it's okay. It's not like I haven't heard it all before. I am fine I prom-" I don't get to finish trying to convince him because he smashes his lips to mine. He was a little rough as I felt him trying to calm down from the anger.
"You are perfect in every way. They all have mediocre jobs while you are teaching the same lesson we do. To love yourself before anyone or anything else. You are so pure it enrages me when people say those things about you. I love you and all your so-called flaws. I say so-called because I see no flaws in you." He places his forehead on mine and rubs his nose on my nose.
"Baby I know that makes you mad but I promise the only opinion I care about is my own and yours. That's all that matters." I smile at him pecking his lips. We walk back into the room when he calmed down enough. Beomgyu apologizes to me but I didn't take anything personally because I am on the covers of Magazines and she is not.
4 years later
Yeonjun proposed to me 2 years and 6 months ago. We got married 6 months later and now here we are. I was standing in the bathroom watching Yeonjun talk to our 5-month-old as I brushed my teeth.
"Appa loves you so much, baby boy. Do you know you are going to be very smart? You will grow up knowing 3 languages. Hopefully, Uncle Tae doesn't teach you Japanese and Uncle Ningning teaches you Chinese. I honestly can't tell you which one he knows but you will be able to talk to anyone you want in the world. Baby boy I want to tell you how beautiful and strong your mother is. She had withstood so much and given me a life I could only imagine in my wildest dream. She gave me you... my bundle of joy." He looks up at me smiling as I walk back to the bed. I take our baby from his arms.
"I want to tell you baby boy how strong your Appa is. It is crazy everything he has done to achieve his dreams. He also worked really hard for you." I look at my smiling boy that has the same smile as his dad.
"Baby girl I love you, thank you for the incredible life you have given and keep giving me." He kisses my cheek then kisses our son.
