Yeonjun and you were dating. No one knew as he asked you to keep it secret. He would always tell you he will tell the boys next month when they are less busy. 1 month turned into 2, 2 months turned into 3, and you are now currently at 9 months of dating with no one knowing. It was becoming more and more prominent that you were his dirty little secret and he wanted to keep it that way. You started feeling worst and worst about yourself and the relationship but didn't have the courage to say anything.
"Hey (y/n) we are here for our triweekly hang out" Beomgyu bounces into my apartment laying a peck on my cheek. The rest of the boys followed until Yeonjun walked over. I had been ignoring him but wasn't giving up anytime soon. I was tired of being his dirty little secret. He avoided eye contact and sat where he usually does when he comes here.
"Hey (y/n) do you think I can set you up on a date with my brother?" Beomgyu walks in with everyone else when they smelled the food almost done.
"Mmm are you sure? I don't think we would hit it off?" I washed the salad in the sink spraying water in it then shaking the drainer for the water to drain out.
"Of course you two would. Plus you said he was handsome that one time." I smiled blushing trying to hide my face.
"He is more than handsome Beomgyu. He is your brother after all." I wink making him blush and laugh loudly.
"Okay you two stop flirting, and no one would want to go out with (y/n) anyways. I heard she has an over protective boyfriend." Yeonjun put his arm around Beomgyu's shoulder raising an eyebrow.
"You have a boyfriend (y/n)?" Soobin asked shocked.
"Um.... well... I don't technically have one" I bit my bottom lip before watching Yeonjun get mad.
"What do you me by technically?" Taehyun asked. I felt like I was being interrogated so I broke down spilling everything with no names.
"I am a dirty little secret for someone. I don't know if I am not pretty enough or if I am not good enough, but I don't think he loves me and I am in so much pain holding everything back from him trying to understand the situation but he won't even try to look into mine. Most days I overthink the whole thing pushing myself into a depression or panic attack and it's not fair. It's not fucking fair." Yeonjun had dropped to his knees and started crying when I said all this. He felt awful and was so overwhelmed he had no idea how to fix it.
He thought you both were on the same page when you weren't even reading the same book or language as him at this point.
"Who could be this awful to his girlfriend" Kamal ask. Soobin was trying to finish dinner and Taehyun had attached himself to me like a koala to get me to feel better with his cuddles.
"Me she is my girlfriend and I broke her to scared to tell anyone and getting to comfortable in just us two sharing this but I broke her and probably my relationship. I am sorry I made you feel this way princess I really am" Yeonjun looked down ashamed of his actions. He was waiting to get scolded by everyone but no one could say a thing by how this all went down.
