I am not going to lie, I was secretly struggling with my health lately. I didn't tell Yeonjun because I didn't want to worry him. He was already worried about me in general. I have an immune problem. Not an Autoimmune disease but I have a rare condition that causes my body to struggle every once in a while. I was laying in bed as I called my doctor. She told me to lay in bed for 3-5 days and she will have someone come by with an IV drip. There is no medication or treatment as of right now for my condition. So sometimes a banana bag helps me.
The nurse sent to my house was hooking me up when Yeonjun walked in. My eyes widened not knowing what to tell him. He knew about my condition and everything it does to me. He waited for the nurse to excuse himself before laying in the bed next to me and talking.
"How long has this been going on?" he asked, playing with the hem of the blanket.
"A couple of weeks. I couldn't take it anymore so I am bedridden for 3-5 days with a banana bag daily." I didn't want to make eye contact because I knew it would hurt my soul.
"Baby why didn't you tell me. If we stayed on top of it, we could have prevented it from getting this bad again." he took my hand in his.
"I know... I am sorry... I just... I didn't want to worry you any more than you already are."
"Baby you are my girlfriend I am your boyfriend, it is my job to worry about you. As the healthy one in the relationship, I have to make sure you stay healthy. And if you want me to be honest it's not for you. I need you to be healthy for me. I can't live without you." I smiled when he said that.
"I know it's selfish of me to think that way but I love you a lot. Too much to function without you. So please tell me everything. Even if it's the slightest toothache." He kissed the side of my head but I pouted wanting more. He leaned in and kissed my lips a couple of times.
"I love you too Choi Yeonjun."
THE END
