"I swear sex gets better and better every time." Yeonjun Lays back looking at the time on his phone.
"It's almost curfew" I get up putting my clothes on. I looked for all my belongings before pecking him on the lips and leaving.
Yeonjun was the popular bad boy at school. I was the quiet nerd that thought boys were going to ruin my plan of becoming a doctor and finding a cure for diabetes or Alzheimer's. Still hadn't figured out which one since both diseases plagued my family and genetics really close to my gene pool.
Yeonjun and I met one night at the convenience store. I was picking up a Plan B for my desperate best friend which turned out to be fucking Yeonjuns brother. The close call made us closer in a way.
We were at his place studying for an AP Chem test when one thing leads to another and we started hooking up quite frequently. It was nice to have someone when you are needy or stressed that can make your body feel ways it has never and have any titles or expectations. Everything easy and emotionless.
I got home unlocking my door waiting for the dead silences of my parents not being home. One was a very famous doctor and the other ran a huge business. Success was written in our bones. I took a shower and laid down thinking of everything possible to keep the deafening silence away.
Next day
I wake up and get ready for school. I walked past the table full of food and walked to Yeonjun's house. I have breakfast with him and his family every morning but once we are on school grounds we don't know each other. It was a little sad but I learned to live with it a shaking it off.
His mom was a lovely person that always took me in when I needed it. She knew the arrangement between me and her son but secretly hoped we would just get together. I walked in with a light knock getting greeted by Mrs. Choi and Yeonjun talking seriously in the kitchen.
"Hey morning" I walk over to her pecking her cheek.
"Morning Hunny can we talk with you a minute." I nodded and sat down to listen.
"The condom broke last night." I nodded remembering I was on the pill.
"No problem I am on the pill" they both let out a big breath of air they must have been holding in for a while.
"Now Yeonjun... you have been screwing this girl for months now when are you gonna make her your girlfriend." She gently smacks Yeonjun upside his head.
"Mom she's the only girl I have in my life besides you so don't worry. We don't want complicated."
"I also don't want him to feel forced to be with me just because of the circumstances" we both nod in agreement to my words.
I said that with a smile on my face but the feelings were eating me up. Made me nauseous to say that and have to act like I am okay. But I do that with my own parents so what is the point of stopping for anyone else. We get in the car and to school. He parks in the back so no one sees us together his reputation is at stake if people see us together.
4 months later.
Flashbacks of 4 months ago hit me hard. My pill failed and his broken condom did all the damage it was meant to prevent. Staring at the pregnancy test alone in my house made me throw up. I remember feeling alone but happy. I was happy I didn't have to be alone anymore.
I ran away for a while well for 4 months but I am back. I walked through the halls of the school as everyone stared at me and whispered things. The center of attention was my swollen stomach. The 4 months I was gone I had cut all contact with Yeonjun. I knew it was wrong but we were nothing more than just FWB.
I walked with my head up to my locker to put my things away. I ignored everyone's gossip that I could hear. I took my books and went to class. When I entered the classroom my eyes met with the back of his head. He was looking out the window. No one around him. I just sat at a desk and got ready for the lesson.
"Oh (y/n)! Happy to have you back." My teacher smiled at me.
I felt Yeonjun's head snap to me as my name left our teacher's lips. I didn't look over at him but I could feel his eyes burning into me.
The lesson went quickly end we were dismissed for lunch. I was sitting at a table when the popular girl came over to interrogate me.
"I thought you were a goody? Guess you were just a whore in disguise." She laughed with her friends and I shook off her word.
"Leave her alone!" I heard the familiar voice making my skin tingle and rise with goosebumps.
"Oh come on Oppa don't do this. Don't defend her." She clung to his arm making me nod at the interaction.
"I told you not to call me Oppa and I told you that it was a one-time thing to get the love of my life out of my head after she left. So get a clue and realize she came back and she came back with my fucking child. So leave me the fuck alone already." My eyes widened at his words and temper. I have never seen him angry. He was pretty docile.
"We need to talk" he packs my things for me helping me up slowly and carried my things to his car. He called his mom telling him he is coming home and to call both of us out.
We reach the house and his mom dropped to her knees. She placed her hand on my tiny baby bump crying.
"Mom it's okay. I am back. We are okay and healthy." She was the only mother figure I had since my parents were never around.
"You must have been so lonely for the last few months. Please never run away again. I would ground you but... I am just so happy to know you are healthy and safe." I relaxed in her embrace missing this safe feeling I haven't felt in a while.
"Why did you run?" Our moment got yanked away by him crying at the table.
I told them everything no holding back now right. We spent hours talking, crying, hugging each other. He also told me everything he felt and mom just watched us contently.
"I am sorry," I said getting ready for bed. He was also getting ready to lay next to me.
"I am also sorry. I should have told you from the beginning how I felt." I lay down getting comfortable when he lifts my shirt up and kisses my belly. Before speaking to the baby.
"Hi, I am your dad. I know you haven't heard my voice before but you will now. I want you to know I love you and will do everything for you to live happily. Between you and me. That's my goal for your mom too. Shhh, keep it a secret. I don't care if you are a boy or a girl. I don't care if we have more than one. As long as you are healthy I will love you like no other. I will talk to you again soon okay." The tears streamed down my face but with joy and admiration at that tiny moment.
THE END
