Everyone is afraid to lose someone important in their life. Many times revolve around this topic but it's heart breaking when you intentionally hurt someone because you don't want to lose them so you ignore the elephant in the room.
My best friend and I were obviously head over heels for one another. It was very noticeable when we were in the same room.
Today we decided to all go clubbing as a group. I had a date with me and Yeonjun went alone with the group. Everyone was sitting in the VIP section on a sectional talking amongst them selves. Most of the group was already drunk except me and Yeonjun. I didn't like drinking and Yeonjun was DD.
"Hey (y/n) why don't you sit in your dates lap." Taehyun said in a drunk state.
"No it's okay! I am fine" I assured him. My date looked at me then back at Taehyun.
"Dude she would break my legs" he said slurring his words and laughing. I kind of laughed nervously trying to shake it off.
"Well you won't break mine" Yeonjun pulled me into his lap mean mugging my date. If looks could kill I would be cleaning up a body right about now.
"Thanks" I whispered shyly getting comfortable.
"Are you sure your okay?" Yeonjun whispered in my ear so he wouldn't have to yell over the loud music.
"We can talk about it later." I whispered back and focused my attention to the group.
"Huh Eva was right you are a whore" my date said catching everyone of guard. All 5 boys are super protective of me and didn't take this lightly.
"What do you mean?" Soobin furrowed his eyebrows looking over at me then back at the drunk man.
"Well... my friend that gave me her number said she had an on and off again relationship with her best friend and hung around with only boys. So what is she just getting into all of your pants now?" My eyes widened when Yeonjun stood up and handed me to Kamal next to him.
"Say that again! I dare you!" Yeonjun warned between gritted teeth.
"Dude she's-" I got free of Kamals grip and made my way to stop Yeonjun from killing someone.
"I think it's time for you to go!" I got between Yeonjun and him pushing him away from Yeonjun.
"Stay out of this!" He slapped me across the face. I clenched my jaw and chuckled.
"I was trying to save you but every man for themself now." I stood back and let Yeonjun punch him. Security came and wanted to throw Yeonjun out but I explained to them what happened and let him go.
"Let's go" Yeonjun said and everyone followed.
Once we got to the house everyone that was drunk went to bed and I made my way into the kitchen. Yeonjun followed closely behind wanting to talk.
"Here let me get you some ice" he placed me on the counter and walked over to the freezer to get me an ice pack.
"Thanks" I said trying to take it out of his hands but he would let me.
"I should have killed him for laying a hand on you." He murmured gently placing the ice pack on my red cheek.
"Then you would have been in serious trouble." I remind him making him sigh in frustration.
"Why do we keep doing this to each other?" He whispered holding the ice pack in Place and connecting our foreheads together.
"We are stupid! We shouldn't be afraid of something that might never happen." I looked him the eyes getting lost in his brown orbs.
"Let's stop being stupid then" he whispered. He took the ice pack off my face and set it on the counter next to me. He had both his hands on either side of my thighs looking at me.
"Let's" I whispered with my eyes closed in fear. I felt his finger tips behind my ear and his thumb rubbing my injured cheeks. I opened my eyes to look at him. His eyes were concentrated on my cheek then my lips as his thumb grazed over them as well.
"I promise to try my hardest to never let you go until you tell me too" my breath got caught in my throat making me let out a small gasp type sound. I leaned into his palm and kissed his palm.
"I will hold you too that" I whispered with a small smile. He leaned in slowly and placed his lips on mine gently. It was like no one and nothing but us two existed in that time. His lips moved in sync with mine getting deeper and slower by the minute.
He pulled away and looked me up and down before gently guiding my head to the side so he could place a chaste kiss on my neck. I inhaled sharply at the feeling of his plump lips on my skin.
"I love you" he mumbled on my kiss. I opened my mouth to say I love you back but a small moan escaped. Yeonjun smirked on my neck and pulled away.
"I love you too" I said blushing. He cupped my face and kissed me again. His hands trailed down my arms and to my thighs. He pulled me closer and wrapped my legs around his waist before lifting me off the counter.
He carried me to his dark room only lit by the street light outside peeking through the window curtains.
He kissed my neck and collarbone moving the strap of my shirt to the side to get my shoulder. He took his shirt off then pulled mine off and kissed my chest avoiding my bra. His fingertips scanned my skin trying to remember every tiny little detail while making me shiver. The combination of the living touches and his deep, soft, and passionate kisses everywhere on my body made this feel 100 times better.
He pulled away from looking at this bedside table.
"Do you consent?" He asked seriously.
"Yes I do" I smiled and sat up to kiss him. He pushed me back down with our lips still connected and reached over to the drawer of his bedside table. He took a condom out and laid it on the top of the table so he could grab it when we were both ready.
Time skip
I woke up to kisses being peppered all over my bare back. I smiled and opened my eyes to see where I was before turning around. Once I identified the room I was in the memories of last night flooded my brain making me smile. I touched my lips then turned to face Yeonjun laying next to me.
"Good morning" he whispered pecking my lips.
"Good morning" I whispered back with a huge smile which he matched. He bit his bottom lips and pulled me closer kissing me deeply with so much love and passion.
"I can't believe you are mine now" he whispered on my lips between the kiss.
"It was about time" I whispered back smiling into the kiss.
