Anirudh and Bondita-The Bond of Love

When You Are With Me I Don't Have Fear Of Anyone

"Satvik Dada!" Bondita's lips trembled in shock and dread. "Aa....aap..." her voice chocked and Satvik laughed evilly. "Kesa laga mera surprise Bondita?" he winked and again laughed with those same disgusting teeth. "Pa...pa...par aap kese? Aap to.... Paris.....aur Mithilesh?" she paused for a moment and then again uttered with shocked eyes, "iska matlab aap hi itne din Mithilesh banke...." "Thik samjha tumne....main hi itne din Mithilesh banke tumse milta tha, tumse paise leta tha....inha tak ki ush din vo letter aur tape recorder bhi maine veja tha.... aur pata hai? Ush raat tumhare cupboard mein vo ring bhi maine hi rakha tha aur ushe gayab maine hi kiya.... Aur aur...aur sunna chahti hai? Maine kaal jaan bujh ke tumhe milne bulaya tha aur Anirudh ko ush jagah kaam ke bahane veja tha taki vo humein dekhe aur soche ki uski patni ki kisi paraya mard ke sath ashiyana chal raha hai aur tujhe gharse bahar fek de...." he replied like a beast, "tumhe to main kabka apne kabje mein lata agar ushdin Saudamini aur Anirudh ke rishte ke baremein janke tumne Anirudh ko chod di hoti....par tum to nikli mahan devi! Ishiliye mujhe yeh rasta lena padha taki tum bhi aa jao mere hathile mein aur kisiko sakh bhi nah ho...."

"Par kyu? Kese.....aur....aur Mithilesh kaha hai? Mithilesh kaha hai?..... Mithilesh... Mithilesh.." Bondita screamed Mithilesh's name again and again madly and Satvik's eyes grew darker and his face turned serious. He sat on his knees and leaned towards Bondita whispering, "mare hue inshan ko pukarne se ata hai kya?" "Mare hue?" Bondita's eyes got widened and her whole body started shivering. "Mare hue? Ma...ma...mare hue ka matlab kya hai?" Her head started spinning and her heart was beating fast. She felt as if a lightning struke her. "Mare hue ka matlab mare hue hi hota hai.....maar gaya hai Mithilesh! Maar gaya hai! Chala gaya hai vo chodke ish duniya ko! Chala gaya hai!" Satvik was screaming loudly while uttering these words and he was throwing the staffs in the room on the ground like a mad.

"Na...nahi...esa....esa nahi ho sakta....esa nahi ho sakta...." Bondita closed her eyes and yelled. "Esahi hua hai....maar gaya hai Mithilesh....maar gaya hai mera Bhai...." Satvik fell on his knees and cried badly. "Bhai!" Bondita was stunned hearing this. "Haan.... Bhai....mera Bhai.....maar gaya hai..." He started crying holding his head and then paused for a moment. "Aur vo bhi tumhare vajase.....tumne mara hai ushe...." he shouted in rage looking straight at Bondita.
"Maine!" Bondita uttered and Satvik shouted, "Haan tumne....agar ush subha tum ushe rok leti to sayad jinda hota vo...."

He fell on his knees and stated while sobbing, "12 December subha subha phone aya tha uska....'Dada kaal nasheki halat mein maine Bondita ke sath bohot galat karneki koshis kiya....par aab jab hosh aya mujhe to bohot ghinn aa raha hai mujhe khudpe. Kese samne jau Bondita ki? Kese samna karu uski main?.... Dada... boliye nah Dada kyu kiya maine esa aur kese kiya? Kal subha jab ushne meri proposal reject ki yeh bolke ki uski sadi ho chuki hai aur vo uske pati se pyaar karti hai to bohot gussa aya. Gusse mein maine pehli baar itna drink kiya aur....aur yeh sab.....kaal....kaal hosh mein nahi tha....par aaj jab subha utha to apne apko uske room mein pake bohot daar gaya. Jab charo aur dekha to samajh aya ki Bondita ne apne aap ko bathroom mein band karli hai.... bohot baar darwaza khatkhataya, par vo kholi nahi....main bohot daar gaya Dada bohot daar gaya...." Remembering those words of Mithilesh Satvik stopped for a moment and then again started, "ush din uske maan ke halat kya tha vo sirf main janta hu....chatpata raha tha jamin mein chod di gayi jinda machli ke tarah....baar baar keh raha tha, ' mujhse yeh sab kuch aur saha nahi jah raha hai... mujhe ghar ana hai Dada... mujhe ghar ana hai....'......par ghar ayahi nahi!" He wiped his tears and continued, "raste pe car accident pe uska death ho gaya....mera Bhai nahi ghar aa paya aur nahi apne Dada ke pass....."

Bondita became stunned hearing this. Tears stung her eyes and started flowing through her cheeks like a boundless river. "Mithilesh!" She cried loudly uttering Mithilesh's name. "Band karo apni yeh magarmach ke ansu..." Satvik shouted, "khud meri bhaiko marke aab magarmach ke ansu roh rahi ho? Tumne mara hai mere Bhai ko...tumne....agar ush din tumne roka hota ushe to aaj mere Bhai mere pass hota..." "Par main kese rokti ushe? Pehle jab vo subha darwaza khatkhata raha tha to pata nahi ek ajeev si ehsas ke vajase darwaza nahi khol payi....aur jab baad mein kholi tab kamre mein koi nahi tha sirf ek chithi ke alava...... usmein likha tha, ' Jo harkat maine kaal raat ko karneki koshis kiya tha ushke liye kabhi maafi to nahi mang sakta main par humesa ke liye tere zindagi se dur janeka promise kar sakta hu....main jah raha hu yeh college aur London chodke humesa ke liye sabse dur khas karki tujhse....." Bondita stopped for a moment and then said," jis dost ko main apni best friend manti thi vo agar mere sath raat ko sarab ke nashe mein ake jabardasti karneki koshis kare to kya react karti main? Kese ushe rokti? Kese ushe contact karti? Kese baat karti main ushse?...... ishiliye jaab ushne janeki baat kiya tab maine kuch nahi kahi, kyuki kahi nah kahi main bhi chahti thi ki vo mere samne aur nah aye.....par iska matlab yeh nahi ki main uska maut chahti thi...."