Chapter IV

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Perspective Ontari:

I woke up and realized where I was and what happened. I was in Ravens Workspace and today I would have to fight against Sheidheda and then I would save Tara and accept my destiny. Maybe today was the day, my fight will end but than I did everything to save Clarke's sister. Shortly before I woke up, I heard Raven coming down to me. I had no idea how she could already be awake, but she was organising things. She made coffee and sat on the armchair on the other side of the room. '' Good morning Ontari, are you ready to fight against Sheidheda? I know that you can do that. Also, an hour ago, I had a radio call with Lexa. She knows what happened last night and before you worry, Lexa isn't angry. She told me that I should explain to you that being a commander and having the flame isn't easy at all and that she is really thankful that you tried to save Tara as good as possible. She is proud of you. But now I gonna make breakfast and you start getting ready to destroy the mind drive, together with Octavia and Lincoln. '' I nodded my head and started getting ready for this day. I did not want to look like a Heda today, so I only wore the dress not the emblem the commander has on her forehead. This was Lexa's and today, I would give it back to her. I needed the help of a real commander. And I just couldn't believe that Lexa wasn't mad at me or did not want to kill me but instead thanked me for doing the right thing in the end.

Before I could keep thinking about all of it, Raven came with her pancakes, and we ate them quietly. And then, it was time to go out and finally destroy Sheidheda before he could harm anyone else. Just a second before I was ready to go and ask Octavia for help, I heard horses and then I knew who was just arriving. They got of their horses and came closer to me. Clarke, Lexa, and Aden. Before I could say something, Emori came to them, took Clarke's hand, and brought her to Tara where Niylah and Emori would tell her all what happened last night. I was scared but I knew this was what had to happen. Lexa came to me and hugged me. She whispered into my ear '' don't be too harsh with yourself. You have done everything you could to help Tara and with destroying the mind drive you will save all of us. I am proud of you and now we will get this done. TOGETHER! ''

I was still afraid, but Lexa gave me so much energy and even hope so I pulled out the little golden emblem and gave it to her. She was the person I wanted to see wearing this. She was the last true commander. Lexa first did not want to accept it, but I begged her and then, she did. So, we both went to the workspace. After a few minutes we weren't alone anymore. Clarke, Bellamy, Lincoln ,Octavia, Mille and the others joined us. Raven gave me the mallet and I took adeep breath. Sheidheda was screaming and yelling at me, trying to take away myair and I started panicking but Lexa put her hand on mine and together we threwit at the mind drive that broke in two pieces. '' Yu gonplei ste Odon '' Octavia whispered quietly, and Lexa and I nodded our heads. Clarke ran to us, first hugging Lexa and then me. And she whispered into my ear. '' Thank you so much Ontari, for doing everything possible for Tara to survive. Now I guess we have to wait but I really want you to know that I am not angry at you!''                                                                        And before someone could say something else, I had to tell them something. '' When Tara was telling me that Sheidheda is trying to kill her, she begged me to tell you that she loves you.I mean everyone from you here.''  I was about to leave the room, but Bellamy hold me back. I started shaking. I was scared he would attack me. But he didn't. Bellamy pulled me in a hug and whispered into my ear '' Ontari, I am so sorry that I called you a monster and that I really dared to doubt you would tell us the truth. It always was Sheidheda. It wasn't you. I mean... we all saw how Sheidheda influenced Madi... I behaved so stupid; really please can you forgive me. I promise I won't attempt to hurt you ever again, but I just couldn't control my anger. Believe me. I never wanted to treat you so bad. I should have known that you wouldn't hurt Tara in any way. '' Of course, I would forgive Bellamy. I mean he had reasons to behave this way. We kept talking a little more. He still felt bad for calling me a monster while I told him that it was more than understandable.  

I was quite focused on the conversation. I only started listening when Lexa was running around hectically so Bellamy and I were confused. What was happening here at the moment. Lexa wasn't answering instead, she ran outside. Clarke answered the question. '' Well, no one of us recognized that Aden is missing. He isn't here anymore and since we all know, she loves him like her son, she is worried and needs to know that he is fine. '' So, we had a short talk where to search Lexa's son and then splitted up into little groups consisting of two people. Bellamy and I decided to form one together and directly started searching upstairs in Raven's Workspace, but then I realized how stupid we were. There was only one place that would make sense for Aden to be at, so we ran to the medical area. On our way we met Octavia and Lincoln who came up with the same idea as we did.                    

I was scared that he wouldn't be here and that he probably ran away. But again, Octavia seemed to read my thoughts. Maybe I was open like a book for everyone to read... ''Ontari, I believe he will be with Tara, I mean there is no reason for him to run away or... please tell me that I am right.''


That's it. I really hope you like it. I would love to hear what you think about  it since it's the first story that I have ever published and I am still learning. 

May we meet again!                     

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