Chances (changbin fanfic)

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She loves me. She really does and I'm so cold.
I love her too.
But this isn't a life for her. She would be punished just because I was too selfish to tell her about my life. People will be following her, stalking on social medias, writing articles about how could I ever fall in love with someone.
I'm selfish, but I need one more night with her, one more night and all day of thinking after, about how I'm gonna tell her.
I need one more night before she tells me I'm a fucking liar and that she doesn't want to see me again.
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"What?" I asked, he was just ignoring me for 20 minutes and now he wants to give orders to me.

"19, 18, 17, 16," he was counting down slowly.

"No," I protested.

"15,14,13,12,11,10," it was even more slowly.

"I won't do what you want."

"9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1."

"And now what?"

He slowly moved to the dresser and took a purple box out, he approached me and stood between my legs as I was sitting on the edge.

He grabbed my chin to look at his face.
"Listen here, when I tell you something, you'll do it. When I tell you to take your clothes off, you'll do it," he said quietly, still looking at my eyes.

He didn't say it back. He didn't say it back, but this is what I want. I want him no matter what.

"Okay," I said even more quieter.

He was slowly taking off his pants infront of me and he threw it on the other side of the room, he then put his hands on the lem of my t-shirt and slowly took it off, same with a bra.

He got on his knees infront of me and the also took of my jeans and underwear. I was already nervous.

I was naked infront of him, with him between my legs, on his knees. It was most beautiful view, I buried my hand into his black hair when he started kissing my inner thighs.

"Your thighs are beautiful you know that? I love them so much," he said between kisses.

"Lay down," he said and I did it without hesitation.

He put his hand on my thighs and he spread my legs.

He slowly moved his face close to me and he slowly licked my entrance, I was already trembling and I immediately arched my back.

He was doing it slowly but roughly. It didn't take long for me to moan his name into my whole bedroom. I was on the edge when he stopped after few minutes and put his wet lips on mine, deepening the kiss even more with every second.

He stood up infront of the bed and he put down his underwear and put on a condom, I was just looking at him in silence, already melting.

"I want to hear you," he said and he put one of his hand around my throat and then he pushed three fingers inside of me, I moaned in pain and pleasure at the same time. He was thrusting his fingers so fast I couldn't even take a breath and it was just a begging. He pulled them out and he said with he started speaking with his low voice, lower than before.

"Look at me, I love how you're such a good girl, listening to all of my orders," he said and he licked his fingers clean, the then rolled his eyes into back of his head.

I was already shaking under him and he didn't even do anything.

He slightly squeezed his hand on my throat and grabbed my ass, he was slowly moving me so my head was resting on the pillows.

He slowly entered me, it wasn't hurting like the first time but I could still feel the pressure till I finally feel comfortable.

He was waiting for my permission, as he did the first time, when I nodded he didn't hesitate a second and he was slowly moving his hips. He was biting his bottom lip and I couldn't get enough of the view.

"Fuck you're so tight," he said moving even faster then before.

"Please Changbin," I moaned out loud, he changed his speed and he was thrusting into me even harder.

I put my hands on his back and when he hit the right spot I scratched his back. He groaned loudly and squeezed my neck in the response.

"Fuck," he said loudly, and it was the hottest thing ever.

He loosen his grip on my neck and that was my chance to switch things up. He was stronger then me but he let me do what I want. I slowly switched the positions between us.
He was laying on his back and I was sitting on him, moving up and down. He roughly grabbed my hips and he was helping me with moving.

It was first time I saw how he arched his back. I put my hand on the back of his neck and I was scratching him uncontrollably and he was moaning in the response.

"Fuck don't do it," he groaned and pinned me against the bed again, so I was under him.

"C-close please," I said but he slowed down very quickly.

"N-no please," I moaned, he was keeping me on the edge.

"Talk," he whispered.

"Please," I said, with tears streaming down my hot face from the pleasure he was keeping me away.

"What do you want from?" he said, slowly moving his hips inside of me.

"Let me come," I said quietly.

He started thrusting faster into me and it didn't took long for him to finish too.

He layed next to me, slowly breathing. His stamina surprised me today, he didn't even show he was tired already.

"You did so good," he said covering us with blanket.

"Wanna take a bath?" he asked.

We got into the bathroom, he was slowly cleaning my whole body in the warm water including my hair. We got into the bed naked and fell asleep in the matter of few seconds. Skin on skin in each others arms.