Chances (changbin fanfic)

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We left the rooftop and when I got down from the ladder and I was standing on the hallway, my knees suddenly felt weak and I had to grab Changbin's arm for support.

He immediately grabbed me into his arms and we were slowly moving towards their door on the dorm, when we walked in the lights were already off, with any sound around. They were all probably sleeping.

He got into the bathroom, where he slowly put me down and he started taking off my clothes.

It took him just a half a minute for me to be completely naked standing ifnront of him, with my totally weak legs.

He took his clothes off too and he slightly pushed me into the shower.

"You're so beautiful," he said when the water was streaming down our bodies.

"Look at you," I said, hardly blushing.

"Nothing compared to you," he said and put his lips on my neck. He softly pushed me against the wall and put his hand around my throat.

"Oh," I sighed and roll my eyes back to my head.

He entered me slowly but he didn't move at first.

"Look at me," he groaned, but my eyes were still closed.

"Look at me," he said loudly, tightening his grip on my throat, but I still didn't listen do him. He pulled me closer to him by my throat.

"You pathetic little slut," he whispered into my ear and I melted under him.

"P-please," I begged.

"Speak up," he said, not moving his lips from my ear.

"Please move," I whispered and he started thrusting his whole body into me and banging me againts the wall.

"Faster!" I moaned out loud, not caring about our friends in his dorm.

"Shhhh," he said quietly, speeding his pace being even rougher.

He was never rough like this and I didn't understand what come into his head for him to be this horny whole day.

He was fast enough to pull him out of me, because I swear to god if I'll be pregnant, he's dead man...

He then helped me wash my hair in silence.

"It's not the last time," he whispered after some time.

"I-I can't take it anymore," I whispered back and leaned my whole body against him. I was defeated.

"Are you hurt?" he changed the tone of his voice and grabbed my face into his hands.

"No, I'm just so tired," I said and looked into his eyes full of worries.

"Okay let's go to sleep. You did so good," he said and he helped out of the shower. He put a towel around my body and then around his waist. He disappeared into his room to get me something to wear. He brought his shorts and an oversized t-shirt that was already big for him.

"Thank you," I smiled at him and he grabbed me in his hands and lead me into his room, where Chan a Felix were already asleep. It was strange to see Chan sleeping before Changbin could ever get into bed. He is always complaining about how he can't go sleep soon, I didn't overthink it and I lay in Changbin's bed, where he lay behind me and pulled me into his hug.

"Do you think they heard me?" I whispered.

"They're sleeping," he mumbled into my neck.

"So they could hear me?"

"Baby you screamed my name probably four times, what do you think?" he chuckled.

"I just didn't think about there being other people."

"Don't overthink it. They're sleeping and going to sleep already. I love you so much," he said very very quietly and put a kiss on the top of my head.

"I love you too," I said and it didn't take long for me to drift off to sleep in a matter of one minute.

When we woke up in the morning we were alone in the room and I could already hear noises in the kitchen and loud laughing. I looked at my phone and it was already 10 am.

I adjusted my hair a little bit and we went into the bathroom to do a little morning routine such as brushing our teeth and washing our faces.

"Thank you for yesterday, but I still don't know you were so horny," I chuckled and he pulled me onto his chest, with his hands on my waist.

"When I saw you sitting behind the camera and you did all those little things like playing with your hair, smirking when I was talking, I wanted all of you. To see you there for the first time. I was happy in the most innocent way, believe me, but..." he kissed my lips softly, "I wanted all of you. And I got it," he smirked.

"4 times," I chuckled.

"Well," he smiled and put another kiss on my lips.

When we got into the kitchen everyone went silent suddenly and my stomach flipped. I knew what that meant. They started talking again after few seconds but that silence explained everything.

When I sat down I could see Hyunjin and Jisung smiling widely at me. But when I looked up from my plate after few seconds, everyone was looking at me with wide smiles on their lips.

"W-what?" I chuckled nervously.

"Don't," Changbin whispered.

"What?" I asked him.

"Don't ask them what are they smiling about," he said annoyed. He knows them too well and knows what would they say.

"Why?"

"Just don't. What are we going to do today?" Changbin changed the topic suddenly.

"Free day," Chan said.

"I need to go shopping for the tour. I want to have everything ready," Changbin whispered into my ear.

"Okay," I whispered back to him.

I was trying to focus on the food and not the little smiles they all have me. I was so embarrassed to look into their eyes. Changbin lied to me. He knew they're not sleeping. God I hate myself.