Author's Apology

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Hey guys, I want to apologize for not getting on the stories. School has officially kicked into a little more higher gear. This month, July, I almost lost one of my dogs. Family drama had began and there was an outburst. My aunt has breast cancer again. I had a girl make false accusations, at my dorm, that I assaulted her after I lost my cool and thank god I was in front of the security cameras (and no I didn't get in any trouble). I've been letting my emotions get a hold of me a bit too tight. 

Now this doesn't mean I will stop writing, but I still need to give myself some ideas. And no I am not saying I will pass up your guys' ideas you all had given me before, I just also need to find my self inspiration.

There has been a lot of school drama, and I don't want to report anything on here in case if anyone was to see it. 

But I am hanging in there. I am still curious on how I made it here, but I am doing it. I still need to keep telling myself to keep my head up high. Which is so much easier to be said and think than be done. I think when we are overwhelmed or really stressed we do doubt ourselves. Now things in our lives may not be as nice as others, but I mean we are still here right?

We are going to come across people we hate and who hate us, and they might make us feel like shit. But I think our biggest enemy, at times, is ourselves. We, as humans, question ourselves a lot. We look back at things and think "Why did I do that?" or "What am I good for, if I said/did that?" 

It is so easy for an author to probably type this out, but I mean this with my heart. We all have different opinions and outlooks, but I see it as we were put on the earth for something. I don't know what I was put on here for, but one day I might find out. 

But most of all I wanted to tell you that I love you guys and that you mean the world to me.

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