Clouded Feelings Pt. 2

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"So like this?" You asked Black Canary as you slowly stood low and swiped your leg around. She was teaching take downs. You had asked for a private tutoring session because you wanted to make sure you were doing it correctly.

She smiled. "Yes. Very good." She helped you stand up again. "You are very smart you know that?"

You shrugged. "On certain things I am. But not on all levels." You said.

"Well I know you are. You are intelligent just as the others." She said.

You blushed a bit and smiled.

"Hey you should do one on one training even when I'm not here."

"But no one is here usually when we do our tutoring sessions. M'gann has cheerleading and all the others go to different schools."

"Conner doesn't." She said.

Your were wide eyed. "That guy hates me."

"No he doesn't (Y/N)." She tried to reassure.

"He glares at me when I haven't said anything to him." You said.

"Conner has trouble expressing emotions at times. He will come around. I promise." She hugged me. "I gotta go honey. I will see you Sunday. Have a good Friday night."

You hugged her back and let her go. You went back to your room. You passed by Conner who was watching static on the TV. You didn't look at him but you could feel a glare from him. You closed your door and went to take a shower. As the water was warming up you stared into the mirror. You were gorgeous, but sometimes didn't believe it.

Your head replayed of what Conner had said to you. "She is beneathe us." You hugged yourself then stepped into the shower. "Good can we leave her now?" You pressed your forehead against the shower wall. "I am in a higher level and she is on a lower level." But it didn't end there.

Conner had grew more gruesome with his insults. Two nights ago he had snapped because you misunderstood what the practice in the combat was. It was a small mistake and everyone said it was okay. It was just practice and everyone, even Black Canary, said it was okay. After that session and the class ended he glared at you. "Could you be any more stupid? A mistake like that, could cost one of our lives thanks to you."

The others told him to back down and you had to walk away. Hell even Red Arrow was there and was yelling at Conner to stop with the insults.

Tears dripped down your face. Your vision blurred and they fell with the shower of water on your head. You kept hugging yourself. Conner got to spend time with his dad. Everyone got to spend time with their parents and family, but not you. You envied them. You didn't mean to but you let 1 sob out after you were done with your shower. You had put on your pjs and couldn't bare to look in the mirror, because your eyes that were red from crying, would make it worse.

You threw the towel and dirty clothes in the hamper. As soon as you opened the door. There he was. He was pretty tall so that was a big benefit on his half.

"What's wrong?" He asked with a scowl.

"Nothing." You lied.

"You're lying. I heard you sob and your heart is racing. What's wrong?"

You looked at the tiny gap between him and the doorframe. "Why do you care? Let me through please."

"Tell me what's wrong." He said.

"No!"

"Tell me what's wrong!" He yelled.

"Me! That's what is wrong! Everything about me is wrong! You point out everything I do wrong. You hate me for existing! I don't know what I did to you! You're so mean to me. And I don't wanna be on the team anymore because I suck at it! You have a dad and I don't. Everyone has a family and I don't. You are smarter than me too." You said as tears streamed down your face.

Conner was wide eyed. "(Y/N) I didn't mean to. I didn't mean those things."

"Then why even say them?" You were afraid to look at him since you asked that question.

His index finger gently held your chin up. "Please look at me. I am horrible at my emotions and I am a little bit jealous of you because you catch onto combat really easily. Hell you took down those guys at the lab you tried to escape. You could have done it."

You shook your head. "I couldn't even open the last door. I wouldn't have been able to make it." You said crying. "But you opened it and you're stronger than me."

Conner sighed and felt bad. "Come here." He hugged you, so bad you wanted to shove him away but you couldn't because part of you said that you needed this hug. He walked you out to your bed and hugged you still. "I'm sorry (Y/N) I didn't know I had hurt you so bad. My temper has to be worked on." He had you on his lap as he hugged you.

He saw you smirk sarcastically and he chuckled a bit. "You remember when I knew all those things about you? That info and stuff?"

"Yeah."

"I read it really fast because I was looking to see if you were actually kryptonian. I wanted a kryptonian friend and I was hoping it would be a guy. So that made me disappointed at first. But your file was impressive."

You listened to him.

"Then you remember when Wally wrapped his arm around you and you made that comment on if he valued his own arm? I laughed."

You smiled some now.

"And who do you think circled the name (Y/N) in that name book?"

You looked up at him in surprise. "You did that?"

"And I put you in your bed when I saw you asleep against the wall too."

You were very surprised.

"I saw that name in the book and I literally thought, 'That suits her. I like it. Will she like it? I was really happy when you agreed." Conner said.

You wiped your eyes and was wide eyed. Had he? Had he really cared for you?

"And you fit in perfectly on the team. They all like you. My dad likes you too. And I like you." He said. "And maybe more than just a friend way."

You blushed now. "I thought you and M'gann were together."

"We used to be a long time ago. But she has honestly kept telling me to ask you out."

You blushed and looked down.

He lifted your head up again. "I have spent my past months learning about you and I really like you." He pressed his forehead against yours.

Both of you slowly filled the gap and his lips met yours first. It felt so joyful to you. While Conner knew that he had made a great decision now. Slowly you two broke the kiss.

"Let's do something." He said.

"Like what?" You asked.

Conner lifted you up, bridal style. "Wanna watch a movie? No monkeys though."

"I promise no monkeys." You picked one.

At 8:00 at night the team came in chattering. Conner snapped his head towards their direction. "Shh... just got her to calm down and sleep." He whispered loudly.

The team quieted down and saw how you two were holding each other. You were fast asleep against him. He had you against his chest, both laying down. He basically had you ontop of him. He was cuddling you and a blanket was wrapped around you both. The team thought it was adorable, so they went to watch a movie in a different room.

M'gann linked minds with Conner. "It is about time."

Conner smirked and looked back at the TV for a few seconds.

Then Conner looked at you. "(Y/N). My (Y/N)..." he whispered in amazement. You were fast asleep as he placed a kiss on your head. "I love you (Y/N)".

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