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When I woke up today I just stayed in the room that is now considered mine with the door locked. I didn't move once from my bed, and I stayed in my pj's knowing that I would change them out when I finally decided to get up today. However I knew that it had to be soon considering my head is itching because to be honest I haven't showered in two days and I feel really gross. I sighed slipping from beneath the warm covers grabbing the jeans and long sleeve blue shirt that I got from the basement yesterday. I walked over to the door heading towards the bathroom to shower, I walked in locking the door behind me. I looked in the cabinets below the sink finding strawberry shampoo with matching conditioner and cherry blossom body wash. I turned on the water letting the room fill with a thick warm fog, before adjusting the temperature so it wouldn't burn my skin. I stripped my body of it's clothing, and stepped into the shower letting the warm water relax my muscles as the water traveled down my back through my waist long reddish brown hair. I stayed there massaging my scalp with the shampoo and conditioner, and scrubbed my body with the cherry blossom body wash. After my shower I stepped out grabbing a fresh toothbrush from under the sink along with the cinnamon toothpaste. For the first time in two days I was finally clean and it felt amazing, however my somewhat decent mood was ruined when I opened the door to be greeted by Tyler's tall figure, I raised an eyebrow at him.

"Can I help you with something or are you just gonna stand there blocking my way?"

He looked at me shaking his head.

"No I just wanted to tell you that you were in the shower for too long, and maybe I will keep blocking you, I kinda like the view from here."

I shook my head pushing him out of my way walking towards my room, I could hear his steps behind me as he followed me towards my room. I quickly turned on my heels startling him to a quick stop almost making him stumble into me.

"What do you want Tyler? Because if I'm being honest I really just want to be left alone if that's alright with you?"

He looked at me with hurt in his bright blue eyes.

"I don't want anything other than a real chance and how do you expect to give me that if you're constantly locked in your room? I get it, you hate me right now I took you from your home, your family, but the only way you're getting out of here is if you give me a fair chance."

I just stood there looking at him.

"Or you can just stay here for the rest of your life in that room hating me."

I stood there perfectly still, he walked towards me lightly touching my arm before sweetly whispering in my ear.

"I know it's hard to trust me but I do love you and I'll never hurt you, just give me a chance to show you how to love me back, please just give me that chance Elena."

His warm breath tickled my ear, and made my knees go weak, I would be lying if I said that I wasn't attracted to Tyler in some way. He's extremely good looking and he hasn't done anything to really hurt me other than letting his brother hit me in the head with god knows what. It still doesn't change the fact that he kidnapped me from my home and my family, as I thought about all of this I heard him whisper one more time.

"Please Elena."

I created some space between us, and looked up into his blue eyes.

"Just because you say you love me, and say you won't ever hurt me doesn't mean it's true, you did hurt me when you took me away from my home, my family, and my friends. If you want a real chance then take me home and do it the right way, I don't know how I'm going to give you a real chance here. We can't go out in public because my parents are looking for me, and I'm basically a prisoner within this house. If you plan on keeping me here, then at least do me a favor and spare me the bullshit of not hurting me because everyday that I'm here I'm hurting."

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