My Kidnapper Loved me

~11/3/10~

I was woken up this morning by the sound of someone crying, I sat up looking around before my eyes landed on Tyler who was sitting on the edge of the bed with his head in his hands.

"Tyler, you alright?"

You could hear the worry dripping from my voice, as he shook his head no.

"Tyler what's going on? Talk to me."

He turned towards me looking deep in my eyes with his blue tear stricken ones.

"Last night you told me that your friend doesn't know the real me, well in a way she does."

My eyebrows knitted together in confusion, it soon came to me that he was talking about when he and Layla were together. I wanted him to tell me what was wrong so I could stop the tears that were sliding down his face, and I wanted to understand what he was going through so I had no choice but to play dumb when it comes to the past that he has.

"What do you mean Tyler?"

He shook his head and the tears flowed freely down his face.

"Shh Tyler it's okay, shh just tell me what's going on I'm sure it's not that bad?"

He nuzzled his face into my chest as I held him and provided him the best him, after I got him calmed down a little, he removed his head from my chest and looked me in the eyes.

"Layla and I had a relationship while I was back in school with you guys, I know you know that but there's more to it than that. She and I had sex multiple times throughout our relationship, I thought I loved her till I saw you, when I saw you it was like something in the movies. I knew that I couldn't be with her so I left the relationship, the problem is I left her after she had already given herself to me. I don't want to make the same mistakes with you, I love you too much to hurt you, I'm sorry if me telling you this hurts you, I love you so much, baby please don't leave me, please."

I pulled him back into a hug letting him cry into me, letting him pour out his heart before pulling away, and looking into his blood shot eyes.

"I'm not going anywhere you didn't tell me anything I didn't already know, she told me everything."

He looked at me, and I saw worry in his eyes.

"She told you?"

I nodded my head.

"Ty she was my best friend, when she wasn't with you she was with me, that's how best friends work we told each other everything. The problem I had with you being with her is I told her that I liked you, she went after you anyways. That's why she and I stopped being friends, granted at the restaurant I acted tolerant of her and even kinda called her a friend but that's not really the truth, the truth is I hate her fucking guts."

After I finished my speech I didn't even have a chance to see Tyler's face before his lips were on mine. I felt the sparks fly between us, I flipped us around and straddled his waist in my T-shirt and panties. I could feel his member harden beneath me as I ground my hips into him, I felt his chest vibrate as a moan left his throat. Our tongues explored each other's mouths and he flipped us over to where he was on top, I wrapped my legs around his waist and wove my fingers through his hair, Tyler broke the heated kiss and ruined our perfect moment.

"Wait baby wait."

I removed my hands from his hair and groaned in frustration.

"Tyler what are you waiting for? I thought you wanted this?"

I laid there trying to catch my breath from our heated moment, while he let out a sigh rolling over, I let out a huff getting out of the bed. I went to the kitchen for coffee, I stood there confused not knowing what was going on between Tyler and I. I could hear Tyler's footsteps coming down the hall, when he reached the kitchen, he stood in the doorway letting out a sigh.