10 Minutes

"Yeter"

November  5, 2021

Can relaxed on the balcony of his room and thanked the heavens for the luck he had experienced by following his gut and going to the children's hospital. It had nearly been three years since he had seen her last and this was the first time he had real hope to see her again. "Thank you" he said softly to the sky above him. He knew he was unbelievably lucky to discover that she lived in Costa Rica and that she volunteered and supported the children's hospital financially. She was as he had first met her. Honest and inspiring. Strong and generous. He looked down into his empty tumbler and said "and loyal". Those words came out of his mouth with a mix of bitterness and self reproach. He had not been loyal or generous with her. His love had been stingy and jealous and possessive to the degree of blindness. He closed his eyes and grimaced, feeling all the pain of the last few years well up inside himself. She had never changed but he had. She had remained true but he hadn't. She had never lied and betrayed him but he had and in doing so betrayed himself and his very own heart. "God help me Sanem I will beg on my knees to receive your forgiveness". A thought as fleeting as the night had become centered in his mind momentarily. If I can't have you once more please let me have your forgiveness. He continued to sit in his chair with his empty glass as the night wore on.

Sanem felt every fiber of her being come alive at the touch of Alejandros hand and his overwhelming presence had her reeling with both pleasure and fear. "Alex..... please... can we slow down. Just a little". Her eyes pleaded with his to accept her request all the while willing him to believe that her feelings for him were true, but she knew Alejandro Karaca was a gentleman first even if he was most certainly a consummate lover. Something she was willing and near ready to find out for herself. "Kiss me then, and let that be enough for now".  His voice was both low, sultry and mesmerizing. She felt a shiver run along her spine as his finger played with the soft spot at her collarbones as his lips hovered over hers. His eyes reflected the greens of the Forrest and the depths of the ocean. Clear and true and loyal. She leaned in and kissed him gently at first. Relishing in the feel of his soft, but firm mouth. Then without him insisting much it was she that deepened the kiss. She wanted to find out for herself how deep her feelings ran while remaining in control of the kiss. Slowly her hands worked their way under his arms and across his back that rippled with muscle beneath her touch. She moaned softly at the feel of his mouth, all the recesses of its hidden secrets as her tongue explored and was rewarded with the sweetness of molases and coffee. She felt as his body pulled her into his and then as his hand held her tight around the waist making no effort to explore further. Doing exactly as she asked. His fingers along her neck seemed to magically sooth her jitters but she could not mistake the feeling of his arousal pressed into her belly. That's made her both excited and anxious. Could she ever hope to please this man in a way that he was used to. Her only experience had been with Can. And while it was everything she could ever have hoped for and dreamed of it was a brief interlude and it had been so long ago. The thought of him brought his face into her mind. Beautiful as always but unwelcome and an unbidden intrusion into this sensual moment. She pushed herself up closer into his embrace hoping to break the spell of Can Divit that she thought had all but disintegrated into the past along with her heart. She must have conveyed something to Alejandro because she felt instantly the moment he tensed up and her eyes opened to the intense stare of hazel eyes shining brightly and boring into her sole. "Sanem, I told you I want you -all of you- but if your doubting any of this I won't abandone you or cut you out of my life. I may need to buy another home to live in but we will always be friends". She heard what he said and realized that whatever it was she had conveyed through her own intimate touch had created uncertainty and pause in him. That was the last thing she wanted. "No..... I'm sorry. It's just that... I'm worried and we'll....afraid". He pulled away from her and raising his hands he cradled her face in his palms. "Awe Sanem...:never ever be afraid of me, or because of me. Even if you cast me away I could never set you aside from me. You have won my heart. Like a faithful dog, even if you cast me out of your home to live outside; I would look toward the door of your home waiting for you to look at me and smile. You could never loose me my love". How could this man be real. She stared at him for what seemed a long time and then threw herself at him. Kissing him ardently until his hand folded around her and lifted her up off her feet. He was so much taller than her and the feeling of floating on air was both real and surreal. He swung her around until she was laughing into his mouth. He bent down and picked her up in his arms and sat down with her across his lap on the couch. Holding her pressed up to his chest he kissed her long and hard as he maneuvered them in to a supine position with him over her. He kissed her into a near stupor. She felt both drugged and exhilarated. Before she realized what had happened her halter top was down and he was staring at her with a mix of satisfaction and awe. She swallowed a large lump that threatened to choke her as she watched his face. "Bella y incomparable" he said as he lowered his head to her breasts. She understood .... "Beautiful and incomparable". This man was deadly and she was about to learn just how it felt to be adored by Alejandro Karaja.