bad girl coven {lumity band au}

twenty-six

Amity p.o.v

i pull up to my driveway and turn off my car. i sit in there for a few seconds and just stare blankly through the front windshield. was today even real? i feel my face heat up as i put my hand over my mouth. oh god, it was all real. everything came flooding back like intrusive thoughts. i process them for a second and then blurt out without thinking, "holy shit, i saw her naked... i saw her naked!" my soul left my body at that moment and i sit there in disbelief. i'm telling the twins.

i get out of the car and recollect myself as i walk to the front door. once i enter i go straight up to the Ed's room. i practically slam the door open scaring both of them while playing video games. "jesus christ Mittens, are you okay?" Ed asked with concern pausing the game.

"my room. now." i say sternly causing both of them to get up and we walk to my room. once we enter i lock the door behind us and make them sit on my bed. i pace in front of them. "as you both know i was with Luz." i start off but Em chimes in.

"what happened? did something bad happen?" she asked, both the twins looking at me with heavy concern.

"even worse, it was amazing." i say stopping my pacing for a second and turning to them. they start rolling in laughter. "do you guys want to know what happened or should i kick you guys out?" i ask putting my hands together. they both shut up simultaneously and focus their attention back to me. i go back to my pacing. "so me and Luz got stuck in the bathroom together during lunch, i kissed her cheek and then felt this weird sensation where my body felt all jumbled up. then after school we drove to her house and then we cleaned what will become our band room. after that she kissed me, and we made out for a few seconds? but anyways it didn't last long because Eda walked in and we stopped what we were doing. my body felt like it was going to combust while kissing Luz, and i've kissed other girls, and nothing like that ever happened to me. then we took a shower together. i saw her naked for christ's sake! then she sang to me as i did schoolwork and then we cuddled, and after that we ate dinner and she walked me to my car and called me pretty in spanish! she kissed me and i then drove home." i finish stopping my pacing and looking at the twins with concern.

they look at me, to one another, and then back to me. "what!?" they scream in unison. the look of disbelief covered their faces. i just simply nod to both of them.

"let me get this straight; you kiss her in the bathroom at school, go to her house, make out with her, take a shower together, cuddle, she compliments you in spanish, and then kisses you again?" Em gives a run down trying to recollect everything. i nod slowly think about what she said. "wow sis, you're winning."

"you really are. you seemed to even like doing it all with her. so why is there so much panic about it?" Ed asked tilting his head to the side.

"because! it all happened so fast and she gives me this weird feeling i have never, ever, felt." i complain throwing my hands in the air and walking to the bed, sitting in between the twins. i put my head in my hands and groan.

"Mittens, you're going to have to tell us what these feelings are so we know wether or not they're bad." Em says in a comforting voice, rubbing my back with her hand.

"she makes my face turn red. she never leaves my mind. she accepts me when i'm smiling and being weird. she even accepts me when i'm being an asshole and brush her off at school. i have this constant urge to hold her hand and kiss her. i find everything about her fascinating and just want to talk with her for on hours on end. she makes my body conflict with how i usually feel, and those feelings make me want to do stupid things." i sigh letting everything out.

"Amity, have you thought about maybe gaining feelings towards Luz?" Em asked me leaning forward, trying to get me to look at her. i turn to her and furrow my eyebrows.

"what do you mean?" i questioned her. i feel Ed put a hand against my back and i turn to him as he starts to speak.

"like a crush. maybe even something more than that. have you had a crush or anything before?" he tries to offer up, being supportive. it made me think and i try to pull everything together, trying to link my feelings with Luz to the definition of crush.

"i mean... i've never really had feelings for anyone. i've kissed girls and found them attractive, but i haven't been this invested into someone that everyone else just seems average. growing up i was too focused on school to think about anyone like that." i say putting my head back into my hands. i felt like i was struck with defeat and now even more confused.

"it's okay sis. it's okay to be confused. things will play out, you just gotta trust it." Em reassured. i thank the twins and they stay for another half an hour, trying to get my mind off the tall brunette that's been haunting me. they both give me hugs and leave the room. i then decide to do my violin lesson and kept thinking about Luz and my feelings.

why does she rot my brain? the feeling of her hand in mine, the way her lips fit perfectly to mine, how she's able to make me smile and laugh easily. does Luz Noceda know what she's doing to me?