my summer bullshit.

lol and another month goes by.

        Hey guys remember when I was basically sulking cause I couldn't fix my life?

I FIXED IT

I'm literally 100% super saiyan right now guys.

I haven't been updating lately because I've been so busy doing my work, which actually, to me, isn't as bad as every average teenager makes it seem. it's almost like something to keep my fingers busy instead of laying around gaining calories by breathing up the contaminated air of the planet.

        I got involved with a play at my school, and its so exciting. lately my days have ben about 17 hours of unadulterated Kali.

        My play is actually pretty funny. But you guys don't care about that, so let me just go ahead and get down to the nitty gritty.

        Even when I've got my shit together my vagina doesn't want to cooperate.

        I broke up with Chris again after like four months of dating. He cheated on me. I think he's forgetting who the fuck I am.

        So, basically, I'm crushing on like a trillion people.

there's this one guy, and we will call him Jackson. Jackson in bae af, but he's a hoe... rumor has it. I guess his charm doesn't only work on me.... damn you Jackson.

so theres this other guy. let's call him Brock. Brock is currently winning the "take Kali's Heart" race. He's literally the sweetest thing ever and hes so cute omg but he looks like a standard American fuck boy and it kinda sucks. It sucks because I don't really know if he acts like a fuckboy with his short cut dyed hair and ear piercings and abs and stuff. it's sorta hilarious though, that its completely obvious he's white, but he will not claim that. ... truth be told, he's kinda quiet. He keeps his business on the down-low.. but he hasn't been keeping me on the down low.

and then we have mason. Mason is literally all I could ask for in a guy. He's cute, witty, talented, athletic, and can we just talk about how great it is to find someone in this world who has the same music taste as you? he is perfect. he smells nice and he's smart and he's like me in a man's body. but that can suck sometimes cause I like to argue with my guy. it builds character within your relationship b. honestly me and Mason are doing excellent as friends. Besides im kinda scared to try and throw a title on that... might ruin a good thing.

        So now it's time to spill the tea. I have a performance tonight guys. That play I've been working on? yeah, the finale is tonight. and you'll never guess who's showing up to support his girlfriend.

Well maybe you can.

It's Gavin

....I honestly thought that was pretty obvious.

Well yeah, he's gonna be there tonight. I'm not ready to face the awkwardness that comes with being around him and his girlfriend together.

I love Gavin... alone.

I LOVE Raegan.... ALONE!

When all three of us are in the same place it's just kinda like... shmurrrrrrrrrrrr :P

so I guess I wont be getting a high five from him after the show, because I can't just float over there and push Rae out of the way and tackle Gavin because that's a bitch move.

But then again, I am kind of a bitch.

But not really though.

I respect their relationship more than that. honestly, I ship the fuck outta that.

do you guys think it's weird that I'm so... involved, yet uninvolved with their relationship? I think it's weird. I am the true definition of a third wheel. There's nothing I want more.

Honestly, my biggest worry about tonight is the fact that one of the actions that I do in my play is a pelvic thrust, and I don't want gavin to see me stoop that low man...

But my director will stomp on my neck if I change the blocking for the scene in order to avoid excruciating embarassment from my seventh grade ex boyfriend and possinle his entire family... his family is generally very supportive of his female companionships.

I think everyone whent throught the "in love with an awkward lil white boy phase."

I have butterflies as I'm sitting here in Spanish, thinking about the show tonight. I 'm nearly hyperventilating bro. This is some real shit.

        Not only is my critiqing ass mom gonna be there, but my ex boyfriend, his mom, and his pitbull :(

I guess the perfection has to end somewhere huh?

Dear Reader,

        I come to you humbly as an author, to tell you that... Spanish class sucks.

xo, kali.