my summer bullshit.

Happy Go Lucky Day.

july 10/11:31am/ 2014

(yes I know, I skipped a day, [july 9] I felt noting happened because I basically slept until everyone else in the world was finally going to sleep. Except, I played "call of duty: zombies", with my brother for like 2 hours, which eventually led to me playing minecraft with one of my brothers xbox live friends nash... Not nash grier, his name is tyler. Then me and Nash played call of duty again, and then we stayed up for six house getting to know each other and omg he is so awesome and funny and yuz c:)

So, Today was the day that all of my friends were supposed to meet up at Blue bayou. I dont remember if I told y'all, but the day I went with my family, they gave us free passes for the second day. So, my mom got this bright idea to invite all of my friends to tag along.

i invited, taja, shemor, samia, and alicsa.

shemor was like, "of course I can make it. Just give me a day."

alisca was like " I have a season pass so of course I can come."

Taja was like "im broke nigga, how am i supposed to get there?"

And samia was like "idk if my mom will pay, plus my cousin is coming over so how is she supposed to pay?"

Alicsa never really text back.

Can I just say, firstly, you're probably wondering why I was up so early on the bum ass Thursday.

I was getting my teeth cleaned. (When it was done, my braces were so shiny omg)

my dentist is awesome. she asked me how everything was, and before she even cleaned my teeth, she asked me if I was ok.

I guess she could see the disappointment in my eyes.

"No dr. Stacy, I'm not ok. My summer is bull because my mom won't let me see my best friend. what she doesn't understand is that without her I honestly don't have any other friends. It's like, me and Samia shared all of our friends, and because I can't see Samia, everyone is still flocking to her, because I guess they aren't gonna let me not being there ruin the party. And what's really getting to me is, I was the big wheel."

"The big wheel?"

"Yes dr. Stacy, I was the big wheel. And I have rolled away, but some how the bike is still friggin pedaling."

"So basically, you're losing friends to people you introduced each other to?"

"I knew you would understand"

*lays down on table*

"and the worse part is, it's almost like Samia is turning into the big wheel, and shemor and Taja are the little ones. Am I over exaggerating? I feel like this is my fault doc."

"No kali, there is no way. It's not you're fault you guys aren't allowed to talk. You can't blame them for still throwing a party because one guest didn't show up. Are you and the S girl going to the same high school?"

"Yeah."

"Problem solved. Your mom can't stop you from talking to one another there. And also... Kali open your mouth."

*opens mouth*

"Friendship is not about being the big wheel."

*Begins scraping tooth*

"And if they bail on you for blue bayou today, don't be mad."

I had to take dr. Stacy's advice, because all of them bailed.

They all waited last minute. And again, it was because Samia was turning into the big wheel.

Samia told me that her mom said she couldn't go because if she did, she couldn't have her birthday sleep over. This was a pretty legit excuse so I wasn't mad at all.