my summer bullshit.

Just about a month away.

9:21p.m/ June 28 / 2014

I refuse to go backwards. As far as you people know, I was born the day you start reading this. Only thing I will tell you is general information about my current situation. I am a 14 year old female, freshly graduated from 8th grade and my social life is that of a fourth grader.

Scratch that, it's not even that exciting.

As of now I'm sitting in the front seat of the car with my mom, going to pick my little brother up from the movies. (My brother is a year younger than me and he is having fun on a Saturday with his friends whilst I write about my dry ass life.)

my mom is giving me a lecture on how to treat/ keep a man.

but mom...

"I think it's wrong how you did that boy Kali" she says while turning down the radio, forcing me to look away from the screen

"Mom, you don't understand, he was so possessive, he thought that if he bought me some $200 shoes, that he owned me. Plus , nobody has time for him to be sad all the time because I understand that he hasn't had the best life mom, but then again who has?"

She sits without saying anything which is rare because usually I wouldn't have gotten all that out without her interrupting honestly

But then she continues to say nothing, so I continue with me protest

"And he started getting weird where he called me more than usual complaining about how he misses he dad and his mom is never around. Honestly, I don't have the sensitivity to listen to his 24 hour pity party, he was making everything all about him and that's not something I was supportive of"

She considered and then she finally talks

"I gave my whole life away for your dad, and I don't regret it. I left all my family behind in Minnesota and never looked back. My life is your dad... That's usually how marriage works , it's never all about you."

Then she just kept driving.

Now we are infront of the theatre

Some shit just popped off as soon as we pulled up.

I'm not sure what it was but all I saw was a boy come running out of the theatre at complete and full speed, and A cop came out right behind him, running, while everyone near by was yelling "OH SHIT NIGGA, OH SHIT"

I'm pretty sure the boy got away because the fat ass cop dropped his walkie talkie and stopped running to pick it up. Besides that I heard some boy say

"Oh no they ain't catching that nigga, he run track for my school. Ain't no catching him"

Me and my mom just kind of sat there while everyone else stirred around and talked about it.

I'm not surprised, shit is always popping off outside of the mall of Louisiana , and the movies.

Anyway, we drove away from the front of the theatre to park because apparently the cops were about to start questioning people who saw.

the ghetto knows not to snitch.

Now we just sitting here listening to music and my mom is smoking.

I hate that habit.

Now she's looking at me and lecturing me about being overweight.

I'm not even overweight , she just really can't stand the fact that I have a large but and thick legs.

She just reached over and grabbed my thigh while saying "we just gotta make these go away" and then blew smoke up my nose.

If you're wondering why I'm not anywhere with my friends, it's because my mom won't let me see my friends. See, she's really controlling. So if she thinks something is not good for me, no question, poof. It's almost like it never existed.

So I had a best friend named Samia who me and her just... We are closer than some tumblr couples haha

But in our friendship, we so stupid shit.. for fun.

once, we "vandalized" our choir teachers classroom, by writing "ZILLA" all over everything.

I'm case you don't know what ZILLA is.. it's the name of my favorite band member from mindless behavior's penis.... don't ask.

But now we aren't allowed to see eachother

anyway my brother is a dumbass

him and his friends actually didn't go to the movie. They snuck across the street to the mall.

my brother is hella responsible though, so he came back to the theatre so when my mom came he was there. But his friends weren't, so my brother has to stall until they could sneak back to the theatre.

It was successful but my mom had a mouth full of shit to say.

anyway we are taking his friends back home now and they have on way too much cologne and my head is starting to hurt.

Now my mom is road raging.

and hey look we are going to raising canes.

Now they are questioning my about my sexual orientation.

why did this topic come up? Why am I suddenly being question on whether or not I'm down with the rainbow...

I'm not.

So now, we are driving back home, which my night is going to consist of being on the phone with my bestest friend in the world as of now , Isaiah.

Oh who am I kidding, I love that nigga.

Des bae 💛

So basically, my night is gonna consist of 10 hours of outerstream luv hehe

I will update you on anything interesting later.

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so it's later , and my mom won't stop singing that song "wiggle" by Jason derulo , and for some reason it is so annoying to hear her sing. I really hate that song.

Until next time.