Verses of Her Life

YOU And ME

When i first met you
I thought you were gonna become my inspiration
I thought you were the one for me
I thought you were my answered prayer

Because when our souls collide and connect
And it was elecrtic
I know we both feel the same sparkle
Everything was so good and sweet

You got my friend, my mom and few of my brother and sister approval
And even though you were way younger than me
It was alright with me
Because i liked and loved you
Even just a little from my heart
And i thought we could get through everything
Even one of my brother disapproval

Because i believed in you
When you said that i am special to you
And that you liked me a lot
And that i was the one who changed you to become a better person
But i was wrong in all of my thoughts

Because in the end
Just one threat from my older brother
You easily let go of my hand
You broke your promise
That you wouldn't let go
And that we will together at the end

And turns out that all you said to me was meaningless
And it just all sweet lies
How foolish i am to think that a person like you
Would fight for me
If i would have known from the beggining
That you were just one of the guys
I met before whose just like not so worthy
And only good at flowery words
And a guy who will leave when a simple threat or trouble comes .

Is i will not let you break my walls
I wouldn't have open my heart to you
These days real men who can love you
With purest and unconditional love
Is really hard to find
And i realize even though you made me happy
When we are together
I learned that you were just one of a lesson in life

That was just meant to teach me
Something about love
Which is never rush , never let your heart guard down
Until you can find the one
Who will open it in a way
That will make you feel safe and sound
Because it is true love

But when it is wrong love
It will only make you feel all the butterlies in the stomach
All the sparkle of electricity
And will only make you feel special and happy
In a short amount of time

But real love will make you feel all of the said words and feelings.
And its constant and never ending .

But to you , the guy i thought the right one for me
But turns out you were just the wrong one
The wrong unexpected one
The one blessing in disguise
Thank you for making me feel special and happy
Even in the shortest time we've spent
I am glad to have met you
But the truth now i wish i didn't met you from the start

My wish is that i may totally forget you and all the memories we share together.
So when the time comes that we may see each other
Is i would have not feel awkward and i would just think of you as a stranger

But for now , im okay with myself
I know how to pick myself when i fall
I know how to mend my broken heart and soul
On my own
And the most thing i learned after you leave me

Is that this journey maybe was all for me
And not the right time to look for love
But still at the deepest of my heart
I still wish and wait for that one guy
Who will make me believed that real romantic love exist
And that there is really the right one for everyone.

And very last lesson is maybe we should give all the love and care
To our own self.
So when everyone leaves you and hurt you
You can be your own best friend
You can be your own fighter
You can be the right person for everyone
Because at the end of the day
We only have ourself
So why chase other guy ?
When you can be happier and stronger on your own .