Lost And Damaged .

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Im a broken one
A lost one
Reckless one
Sorrowful one
Bitter one
Regretful one
and an damage one whose soul has been tortured
So many times that i cannot take it anymore
that not even the words of God
can cure my injured and bruised soul
not even the sweetest and comforting words
that comes from my loved ones
heal my bruised heart
and even my favorite song that always make me smile and want to live before
is now doesn't effect to me
and now i am totally damaged and lost
that my heart and mind was filled with regrets
pain and anger
loneliness and sorrow
and every time i sleep  i just don't to wake up anymore
and when i wake up i still wonder with anger
why do i still live in this cruel world ?
what's the purpose of living in this darkness alone ?
and am i that sinful one to receive all this sufferings ?
don't i deserve to be fully happy and to live with peace ?
and now i only think of ways to die
inside my head
and if i should sell my soul to the evil
so i don't feel anything at all
and i could get anything i want
because at this point
i am so tired
and i am so damaged that it cannot be cure from something good anymore  .

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