Maybe it was really my fate to be alone
In solitude where its peaceful
Maybe my purpose was to be beacon of hope to other people
Or to worship god and fulfill his commandments
Even if i really wanted to have someone by myside
Seems that life is really complicated
And wont give me that easily
I know myself i still have improvements i need to make
And i know my red flags in my personalities
And i am still trying to develop my personality little by little
And i also realize that physical attraction is just a surface level of feeling
Attachment is also different form of fondness to someone
And sometimes love is not just enough
Because love is a choice , sacrifice and a feeling that is pure deep within .
Because True love is unconditional and never ending .
Its just you know its genuine love when the two of you are synchronically on terms with each other.
Like you both respect , honor and communicate freely without any fear of judgement from each other.
And most importantly it is when everything between you feels right
Like it is blessing and its not you and him against the world
Even if you are opposites attract is everything is just flowing smoothly
Despite when arguements and struggles happen you still see him or her in your future with you.
And sometimes even when you liked or loved the person
Is you got to let them go for you know that its the best to set them free and grow seperately for the better .
And you know that is right decision for you know that you genuinely yearn for them to be happy even if its not with you
And you admire them from afar like how you wait and watch for the full moon or the sun to rise up in the morning shining brightly above the sky.
Letting go is painful and its like tearing piece of a part of myself that i share with someone
But its only the virtous way to love and cherish someone without tainting their light and smile.
And the only way to save yourself from getting torn apart again and maybe everything is not meant to be fixed and fitted together.
BINABASA MO ANG
Verses of Her Life
PoetryThis work of mine is my creative way of expressing , telling and writing my life story and feelings that is turned to poetries and essays . This book also contains some filipino poetries but don't worry there is also an english poetries and essays...
