Verses of Her Life

Poem titled You

You were the one who makes my heart
Start beating again
You were the one who made me smile
During those grayish moments of mine
You were the one who makes my world
Become colorful and joyful
And now you were the one that got away
After i confessed to you my feelings
You stopped talking to me
And you ignored my message that i sent
And now my world change a lot
Because there is no one who makes my heart fast beating
There is no one who make me smile on a regular day or even on grayish moment
My world suddenly turns back to become plain and dark
Because you left me
Now i cannot see the sunshine anymore
And everyday that has gone away
I always think of you
If how was your day ?
If do you think of me during your plain days
I wanted to talk to you
But i don't have the same courage anymore
Because i felt like i have no value to you
Thats why i chose to gave my self respect
And chose to not to bother you anymore
Even though my heart is longing for you
My mind says stop because its not worth it anymore
And i will be just ignored and rejected by you
So i decided to be happy on my own and let you go
Even though its hard to lose you
Because i know its hard to fight one sided
Its hard to hope without assurance
And i just love you in a way that i can
Like i always pray that you will be always happy
And to remain the person that you are right now
And that one day when we meet is we can still be friends
But if that will not happen i just hope that there will be a day when i see you is i don't have anymore feelings for you
Because it will be hard for me to see you happy with other girls
While i still not moving on you
But for now i hope my wishes will come true
And if the days comes when you have the chance to read my stories
I want you to know that all my poems
Was all about you
Because you were the one who made me believe in love again
But even you break it is i have no bitter feelings
Because maybe we were just meant to met
Not to be together
And maybe you were just an angel sent by God
For me to enjoy my life in school because life before in that school was hard
Because i was in the adjusting period
And thats why he sent you to meet me so that i have someone who can inspire to me study
And to smile again because that was the days
When i was having the most grayish moment of my life
And the time when i still need someone to recover from the pain and traumas that i have
So i really thank God for letting me have an encounter with you
and to experience some happiest moments of college days with you
That was a short time but it was great and really joyful
I also wanna say thank you to you because you become very kind to me
And become my angel that time

Whenever you are right now or what ever you are doing
Please know that i was the one who loved you sincerely the most among the other
even though i didn't say it to you
But i really loved you sincerely before and up until now
And you will always be the best part of my life
This poem is all for you , my love .

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I added this song so you can feel more the poem and relate to it .