Daddy issues

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by mattiapolybio77

by mattiapolybio77

I was minding my business, just reading a book when I seen Mattia walk into the book room. He looked upset but I know for a fact I didn't do anything to him so he can't be upset with me, oh well I'll just see what he wants.

Y/n: Bby what's wrong?

Mattia: N-nothing bubby :')

Y/n: Ok mi bebe

Mattia: Can I have kissies please?

Y/n: Yes ofc cmere bebe

He walked over to me and sat on my lap while wrapping his arms around me, I played with his hair while softly kissing his temple and forehead he began falling asleep "he's so adorable", I continued reading my book until I felt something wet touching my neck and I heard sniffling. He was crying

"Bubba what's wrong?" I asked as I removed the hair covering his face

"baby why do you like me?" he answered

"because your the cutest boy in the world, and the moment I saw you my heart fell in love you :)"

"oh ok"

Something wasn't right, I put my book down and wrapped both my arms around him holding him

"Y/n I didn't want to tell you this but it's been on my mind lately, when I was younger me and my dad used to play this "game" we would play hide and seek and if he found me I would have to t-t-ouch him on his "area" and if I found him he would do the same to me"

"M-Mattia that's horrible, W-why didn't you-"

"I thought you wouldn't accept me so I didn't bother telling you"

"Baby I love you with every inch of my body, ofc I accept you. No one is perfect"

"hmm"

He hummed in response as he dug his head back in my neck and fell asleep, I kissed his forehead before falling into a sleepy daze with him.

I don't know what I think about this chapter but it's ok ig, but some people see daddy issues as not having a father- and I mean that can be a form of daddy issues but I'm not exactly sure but I know being molested or "touched" by your father at whatever age is somewhat like that, and if you are experiencing these types of things with your father please tell someone I know it's hard I've been in a similar situation and it was hard for me to communicate about it, and ofc when I did no one believed me because it wasn't common for fathers to touch their children like that, but please if you are going through something like that do get help I don't want you experiencing the things I had to experience, Ok and I love you all soo so so much :) <3