damn you
for telling me that i was beautiful
and smiling at me
with the most dazzling smile
i have ever laid eyes on
for holding me
when i needed your comfort
or simply on sunny afternoons
for speaking so sweetly
and sending goosebumps
across my body
and filling me
with such
an unconditional love for you
for letting me
believe you actually
loved me back
for not telling me
you didn't want me
but instead
ignoring me
and talking to her
while i poured my feelings
out to you
in paragraphs
for coming into my life
then leaving
and taking every bit of happiness
i had
with you
i wish i could hate you for it
but im just hopelessly in love
with someone
who could care less about me
