Chapter may also be triggering. I suggest you don't skip because of story development but be wary of the content.
Vince's POV
Allegra's words hurt. Everyone is against me and I don't blame them.
I know someone she loved has died and I am sad to see her hurting, but the intrusive thought that now she can still be mines keeps popping up in my head.
I love her.
I know it's an obsession and I can't control it. I know I hurt her in the past and every piece of me regrets that.
Hearing her casually talk about my dead family hurt me even more. She didn't even notice the times I hurt myself over and over again.
The nights I would take too much pills, not to kill myself, but to make myself feel numb and if I died then... it was just my time.
She doesn't even know that all that sex I was having was just me being hypersexual from my own assault that happened as a child.
I know that isn't an excuse, but I wasn't thinking about how it would affect her. She's the one I barely had sex with. The one I barely touched. I didn't want to use her so I just decided that it was better to use other females.
Turns out that none of that matters because I'm the bad guy.
Maybe I am. I hurt her and hurt people hurt people.
She doesn't know that the nights I stayed awake making sure she slept well caused my insomnia.
She doesn't know that I meant to get shot on that one mission hoping I would die. I couldn't take it anymore.
Maybe everyone is right, I am selfish.
I'm sorry for trying to survive my own mind.
I'm sorry that I got attatched to the girl that saved my life.
I'm sorry I lived long enough to watch myself become the villain.
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Vince's story makes me want to cry.
I guess there are two sides to a coin indeed.
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And Then They Died
ActionAllegra is known as America's hero. The girl who has saved millions of people, what they don't know is that, Vince, her ex boyfriend is the person trying to achieve world domination. The only problem is they have to kill each other despite their fee...
