Watch Your Words
Bullying. Alam kong lahat tayo ay nakaranas na nito. Mahirap, hindi ba? Pero anong magagawa natin kung tayo ang mahina at laging binibiktima? Lumaban? Paano kung hindi mo kaya? Gumanti? Paano kung ayaw mo?
Well, I'm Exrei Aly and they commonly called me Aly. I'm one those students who are victims of being bullied by a well known bully.
Kasalukuyan akong nakaharap sa may salamin while a dozen of different toxic events flashes back in my mind.
"Yuck, ang daming pimples sa mukha!"
"Pangit! Pangit! Pangit!"
"Hindi ka nababagay sa school na ito, alis!"
Different hurtful words came from a bully. Masakit, of course. Sino bang hindi masasaktan? Kahit lalaki ako, may damdadamin din akong marunong makaramdam ng sakit.
Why can't they accept me? Tao rin naman ako ah and we're not perfect. Everyone of us have our own flaws and imperfections.
They won't stop hurting me and every action and word they will execute and say, padagdag ng padagdag ang lungkot.
How can I lessen this sadness if they will just sees me over acting?
Bullying may lead to depression and that's the scarest thing I don't want to experience. But what if it's too late to avoid it?
I gave a chance to myself. Pumasok ako ng paaralan pero ganoon pa rin ang nangyari. Pambubulas nga naman!
"Bakla! Bakla!" They shouted when they saw me crying infront of them. Dali-dali akong tumakbo palabas ng paaralan at umuwing mag-isa sa bahay.
Ang sakit e. Bakit ako nalang palagi ang biktima nitong pambubulas? Anong mali sa aking pagkatao? Sa aking mukha?
I went inside in my room and there's a rope hanging above in my bed. I bit my lower lip as tears never stop flowing in my cheeks.
Hindi ko na kaya.
I stood and stared our family picture with my parents as they carried my youngest brother. Ang lalaking minsan na din akong nilalait because of my pimples and dark spots in my face.
"I'm sorry," I whispered in agony and before my breathe got cutted off, I saw my brother entering my room while a last tear escaped from my eyes.
Bullying isn't a joke and it's dangerous. Hindi biro ang maging biktima ng pambubulas. Maging dahilan ito ng depresyon na magreresulta ng pagkitil sa sariling buhay kung hindi agad maagapan.
Before uttering, think thoroughly including its bad and good impact into someone you wanted to deliver your statement or message.
Think before you say.
Watch your words.
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AcakCompilation of all my one shots. Based on my own playful imagination. LANGUAGES: English Tagalog Taglish PLAGIARISM IS A CRIME.
