Homophobic (Billdip)

Chapter 11

Dippers POV
Lately, things between me and Bill have been fine, but things between me and Mabel were semi normal. We didn't speak to each other as usual. We stayed out of each other's way. Bill on the other hand didn't. He has been talking to me everyday for a week and doing little things like sitting with me at lunch everyday and talking to me in the school halls. So we're doing alright so far- but of course, I still don't trust him but we are getting somewhere. I'm okay with the way things are with me and Bill. When I see him I feel a happy feeling. I'm also really happy to at least have a friend... And this time I think I have a real friend, not a fake one like the guys I used to be friends with and I'm content with that.

Mabels POV
I was just chilling in my room when all of a sudden, someone walked in my room. "Bill?" I said confused. "What are you doing in my room?" He stared at me in silence. It must be his break and I guess he decided to come see me for his break, though I don't know why. He stared at the ground silently. For the first time in my life, I saw Bill Cipher nervous. I didn't think that I'd ever get to see him at a point of weakness. Cool!
"Hey! I am not weak!" He said in a mad tone. Definitely saw that coming. He cleared his throat and opened his mouth to speak. "Uh Mabel I have something to tell you." He said awkwardly. "I don't really wanna bully your brother anymore." I was sipping on my Mabel juice while he said that and then I spit it out. "What?!" I asked him confused. "Why!?" He looked at me hesitantly. "Well-" He said. "I wanna try a different approach I guess." I looked him weirdly. What does he mean? "Mabel- what I mean is that I wanna try to be his friend instead of bullying him." He confessed nervously. I glared at him. He's an idiot. Talking to Dipper is not gonna make him change. I've down it a gazillion times and it's never worked once. I doubt Bill can change him that easily with just being his friend. "Bill! What he needs is to be humbled, not babied by you!" I scoffed. He looked pissed off but I didn't care I can't believe he's doing this to me. "I don't exactly get anything by doing that! You're not giving me anything in return remember?! Besides bullying him didn't work!" Bill said angrily. He's right... I'm not paying him or giving him anything for this but it still hurts. "If you really want to help him, bullying would work, if he could just see how he makes others feel it could humble him and make him become a better person.." I told Bill what I believed. Bill clearly didn't agree but didn't say anything further. Then he opened his mouth to speak again. "I- I don't know but I'm gonna try, I actually kinda care about him but I don't know why..." Bill admitted. I was surprised. Bill Cipher? Caring for my brother? The most selfish creature on this Earth? But it doesn't make any sense... Why? What does my brother have that he cares about? "I- I told you I don't know why I just care about him somehow..." He admitted once again. I'm shook to my core I couldn't understand it, but I guess he couldn't either. I guess I should just lose all hope in my brother anyways. He's a hopeless case. He's gonna be like this til the day he dies and I guess I'll just have to deal with it. "Well I need to get back to my shift or your uncle is gonna kill me." He let me know before leaving my room. I was filled with so many emotions as he walked out of the room. Shock, confusion, anger, sadness, and hopelessness. Of course this wasn't gonna work. Of course Bill didn't stick to the plan, he's Bill! How could I have ever trusted him in the first place? I'm such a fool! Whatever though he's free to do whatever he wants. Guess I'll just sit back, relax, and watch him fail.