She's Back (Sequel Of FUBU and CBHM)

SB20 - Not Prepared

CHAPTER 20

IRENE

Everyday I keep myself busy and for not being able to think of what decision I've chosen two and a half months now for taking care of my son and keeping my attention to him, especially now that he's about to turn one year old, and making memories with the team because I'm about to return home, but I'm hoping that one day we'll cross paths again not only will they be visiting Italy in the near future, but they will also be starting their own businesses and opening their own restaurants because they deserve to. They simply lack financial and self-confidence, and this is what prevents them from having one.

The conversation and scene that Seulgi and I had just discussed turned out to be unforgettable and heartbreaking at the same time, but I need to accept the fact that it was all my fault and decision after all. I'm a b*tch, but I'm going to have to deal with it. If that's what you're looking for, make it up. Take responsibility for your actions.

I didn't get any information, gossip, or news about her that day, and it broke my heart, but it's okay. I just kept an eye on my son and made sure we had everything we needed before leaving Italy, and it was all done and ready. It's exactly the right time.

The squad was unaware that I would extend my stay in Italy in exchange for the one and a half months I spent laboring and caring for my son on the day he was born and giving birth to him. My parents were also unaware of this, but I received a message from Mister Henry and Miss Syl yesterday saying that they have something important to tell me today as my days of working in the restaurant are coming to an end.

It's been a wonderful privilege and an indescribable experience to work with the entire team, and I will cherish this for the rest of my life. My salary is large, even though I can cost it in my Sokor café restaurant, but I needed it for the experience and inspiration for me as a future owner and soon-to-be well-known business owner in the business industry. And the money and salary that I receive every month, I put it in the bank for my son's future and possibly building our home when we return to Sokor and fix everything.

The team that has become almost like my third family here is one I will never forget, and we have formed a strong bond and shared memories over the past almost two years. Attending various types of seminars, workshops, and those big events that we needed our service makes us stronger not just as a team but as real family members with each other even though there is sometimes a conflict and didn't united with that turn into chaos isn't the reason that will break us apart. I'm also grateful to them for looking after us here in Italy and sending some necessities for my son.

They tried to question me about my son's father, but it's difficult to explain Seulgi's genital situation and how we ended up together until we broke up because of one mistake and misunderstood scenario in my office. So, after I told them I couldn't tell them everything because it would violate my privacy, they respected me, for which I am grateful.

My parents also came here last month to see me, and I remember crying in front of my mother about me and the squad interaction here in Italy. She's happy that I'm finally accepting them back into my life and allowing them to interact with me after a long time apart, but when I told her about the interaction between me and Seulgi, I knew she wasn't proud of me. I know she's opposed to my plan, but I told her I'd fix it on my own, even if it's difficult to fix everything now because of what I did and how I made the problem grow so large and complicated.

Because of me and my stupidity, our chances of raising a family together were shattered. I know, but I think that's for sure and okay, especially with Seulgi's side turning cold and refusing to feel any love from me. Maybe one day I'll look back and regret everything, but I already believe this is one of the feelings I'd have if we met again. I expected it, but not this much pain and hurt.