Hey you Rochelle said hugging me when I got there, you ok Marv asked me as we got into the living room, yeah I said, you´ve made your decision? He asked, yeah, I can´t leave him Marv, I love him too much, I miss him already, but I´ll give it a few days, let him get started with the counselling I said, sounds like a good idea he said, what about LA? When will Ast have to join you guys? I asked, well I´ve talked with the label and they´re giving him the first week off, so he can get settled with the counselling, they´ve also said there´ll be a no drinking policy on the trip he said, ohh I said, it´s all to help Ast, we need for him to get better, it haven´t been nice seeing him like that he said, no it haven´t I agreed. I better text Jeff that I´m back to the dancing tomorrow I said getting my phone out, oh yeah how is that going Rochelle asked, it´s hard, but fun and we´re auditioning for Got to Dance, it´s mad I grinned, yeah Ast told us that, I´m sure you´re gonna do fine Marv said. Will one of you drive me there tomorrow, don´t want to start unnecessary rumours with Jeff picking me up, now that Ast sleeping with that girl is out in the papers, of course Rochelle said. How did the scan go? She asked, everything looked fine, it were a bit small and I´ve lost too much weight, so have another scan in 4 weeks, Ast showed up too I smiled, my phone buzzed, I opened the text from JLS´ twitter, and logged on twitter, it were Ast tweeting, “Been such an idiot, were SO close to lose the one I love and our little one, I´m getting help now, can´t wait to have my girl home again Ax” he had attached the scan picture, aw look I said showing it to Marv and Rochelle, aw, well it´s good that he´s finally realised he needs help Rochelle said, do you have more scan pics? Yeah I smiled taking them up from my bag, oh look, it looks like it´s waving on this one Rochelle said, yeah it actually does, can´t wait till the next scan I smiled, me either, it´s the 20 week scan for me next, might be able to see if it´s a boy or girl Rochelle said, just a shame I won´t be home Marv said, aw I´ll text you if I find out she said giving him a kiss. Are you girls hungry Marv asked, do you need to ask about that Rochelle grinned nudging him, nope ´cause you´re eating all the time he teased her, I do not cheeky, yep, eating for two you are he grinned caressing her bump, I just looked at them, ohh sorry Laura Marv said, right should I go and get us some Nandos? He asked, sounds great Rochelle said, yeah and no salad I grinned, oii it´s good to eat healthy when pregnant Marv teased, get going Marv Rochelle said nudging him, alright am going now he grinned grabbing the car keys. We had a fun night, and I didn´t get to bed before 12am, Ast had sent me a good night text, I were missing him badly.
Time to get up if you don´t want to be late Rochelle said waking me up at 9 am the next morning, mmh I´m very good at sleeping I grinned getting up and going to the bathroom, I got back to the guest room and got in my gym pants, a vest top and a hoodie before going into the kitchen joining Rochelle and Marv for breakfast. I´ll drive you down there today, Rochelle have studio time with The Saturdays Marv said, so I´ll be picking you both up later. We all got in the car and they dropped me off first, have a great day they both said, I will I said before going inside. Heyy you, you couldn´t stay away for long Jeff teased coming over and giving me a hug, how are you? He asked, I´m great, Ast is starting counselling today, I´ve not moved home with him yet though, stayed at his parents for one night and am staying at Rochelle and Marv´s for a few days I said, so you´re not leaving him then, no I love him too much and he´s finally getting help, that´s good to hear Leon said coming over too, so what you´ve been up to Sarah asked, I had my 12 week scan yesterday, got any pictures we can see she asked, of course I have I grinned taking one up from my bag, aaw it´s already looks a bit like a baby Jeff said, and it looks like it´s waving Sarah said, yeah Ast were there too, his mum had taken me, but Ast showed up proving he had been to the doctor, oh yeah I actually saw his tweet yesterday Jeff said. The rest of the team arrived too, right let´s get to work Leon shouted, he bossed us around for the next few hours only with tiny breaks, I were sick once. You´re killing me I grinned nudging him in one of the breaks, well if you can manage this, then I´m sure you can manage summer tour too, you think so? I asked, yeah, you´re doing great here he said, thanks Leon I said. We danced a bit more, I didn´t notice someone come in, before Jeff tapped me on the shoulder, I think there´s someone here to see you, I turned around seeing Ast stood over at the door, I walked over to him, hey he said, hey I smiled, miss you he said wrapping his arms around me, looking me in the eyes before leaning in for kiss, mmh miss you too Ast, when are you coming home then he asked, hmm you can pick me up here tomorrow, really? He smiled, yeah I said caressing his cheek with my thumb, can´t wait, love you soo much he said, love you too I said kissing him passionately running my hand over his head, how was the counselling today I asked him, it´s tough, but I´m sure it will help me, aw you´re gonna be fine I said, love you babe, I´ll be back to pick you up tomorrow after counselling he said, sounds good gorgeous, now get back to dancing he grinned giving me one last kiss, oii you I grinned, see you tomorrow cheeky, short after Ast had gone, Marv and Rochelle came, what did you do to Ast, he seemed totally different Marv said, I just told him that he can pick me up here tomorrow, I´m going home I said, well it seems that it´s the right decision Rochelle said, he looked so happy, yeah things are finally looking up I said, took him a while Marv said, yeah was hard that it took for him to cheat on me to realise he needed the help, yeah well us all being mad at him after it probably helped too Marv said, yeah, I wasn´t too hard on him was I? I asked, well no it did make him get help Marv smiled, heyy Laura do you have time to one last run through Jeff grinned coming over, we´ll just wait here Rochelle said, yeah of course Jeff I said following him. Oh wow you´re good Rochelle said as we finished, you think so? I said, yeah, Rochelle is right Marv said, aw thanks I said. Leon came over, well she´s good enough to dance on the summer tour and the next tour he said, what do you think Marv? He said, yeah, would also save us from having to hold auditions he said. I´ll just take a shower I said as we got back to Marv and Rochelle´s, I´ll find you a towel Rochelle said, I´m gonna make dinner then Marv said going to the kitchen, here you go Rochelle said handing me a big towel, thanks I said, I went to the guestroom to get my toiletries, clean underwear and my onesie before going in the shower. When I had finished I went out in the kitchen, hey dinner is nearly ready Marv said, did you eat anything during the day Rochelle asked, yeah, Jeff teased me that I were eating for two when we had lunch, well you and Rochelle do, so I´ve made sure I´ve made enough for dinner he grinned, oiii, is he always that cheeky I asked Rochelle, yeah she grinned punching him lightly. After dinner we just sat in the living room watching tv, I think I´ll go to bed now I said after a while, ok, good night Laura they both said, I quickly got ready slipping under the duvet, falling asleep instantly, tomorrow couldn´t come soon enough I smiled as I drifted off.
