Do you know what I would like Ast asked me, nope I said, another series of pics like the ones we had done in your week 16, but I´m huge now, even got stretch marks I said, aw babe you´re beautiful, and you´re carrying our son, you´re gorgeous he whispered giving me a passionate kiss, and we can always get Christopher to do some photoshop on the pics if you think it´s too bad he grinned cheekily, watch it Merrygold I grinned pinching his bum, cheeky he said making me sit down at the bed, you think so? I grinned stroking his front, he pushed me gently down, mmh yeah and now you´re in trouble he grinned taking of my knickers, is that so I smiled running my hand over his head down to his neck pulling him down for a passionate kiss, yep he grinned taking his boxers off before pushing himself inside me, ahh fuck Aaast, where is that hair when I feel like grabbing it I moaned as I were climaxing, uh ohh he just grinned going harder, I wrapped my hands behind his neck kissing him passionately, my turn he panted as he came too, you´re too good sexy I said caressing his neck as we laid beside each other afterwards, you too babe he said stroking my stomach, and maybe I should stay bald with you wanting to grab me by my hair he grinned, mmh bet you´ll love it I grinned rubbing his head, love you crazy he grinned giving me a tender kiss, we should get up now, got shopping to do he winked, mmh yeah, your fault this I grinned smacking his bum before getting up, you´re soo bad today he grinned wrapping his arms around me, you like it though I said, of course I do he said kissing down my neck, mmh were we going somewhere or are you after a round more I sighed with pleasure, mmh a round more doesn´t sound bad at all he said caressing me and so we ended up in the bed again, I .. love .. you .. SO .. much Ast said in between kisses, love you too sexy I said as he pushed himself inside me again. Now we really should get up and get dressed Ast grinned afterwards, yeah if you say so sexy I said stroking his bum, now babe stop it he grinned getting up putting his boxers on, Ast can you get me some clean underwear if we´re having those pics taken I said, aw of course babe, thanks he said giving me a tender kiss.
Ready to go Ast asked after we had eaten a quick breakfast, yeah pics first then I asked, yeah he said, he had already called Christopher, so we got in the car making our way to his studio. So are you having the same three done as last time Christopher asked as we got undressed down to our underwear, yeah Ast said, alright no snapback then Ast he grinned, we can always get him to photoshop some hair on your head if you like I teased, oii stop it you Ast grinned giving me a quick kiss. We got the pics taken and got dressed again, so no photoshop Christopher grinned at Ast, noo, she were only joking he grinned, yeah just like you did about my stretch marks I pouted, which stretch marks? Christopher said, I can´t see any on the pics, I couldn´t see any either kissing your stomach Ast said, now stop putting yourself down, you look gorgeous, stretch marks or no stretch marks he said giving me a tender kiss.
Nando´s and then shopping Ast asked as we sat in the car, yeah I smiled resting my hand on his thigh. We arrived at Nando´s and got a table, we ordered and our food soon came, that smells good I said as he poured ketchup over his chips, oh no not another craving he grinned as I took one of his chips putting it in my mouth, ew nope, still don´t like the taste I said scrunching my nose, haha that face he grinned, I still have that for myself then he chuckled, you have indeed I said taking a big sip of my milk. We finished and Ast went to pay, shopping for Luca it is then, yeah I smiled, we got in the car heading for Mama & Papas. Ast showed me the pram & pushchair system he had been looking at, in blue of course, that looks perfect Ast, well that were easy then he grinned, we found a carseat, baby monitor and more clothes too along with a few decorative items for his room. Think I need a rest now I said stroking my stomach as Ast finished loading it all in the trunk of the car, let´s get home then he said giving me a soft kiss.
You just go up and lay down, I´ll carry all this in he said as we got home, thanks Ast I said giving him a kiss before going inside. I got upstairs and laid down in bed instantly dosing off. Aw that tired you right out Ast said as he laid down beside me caressing my cheek, mmh I said sleepily, am getting more tired again now I yawned, you just take a nap he said kissing me on my forehead. I woke up after a few hours, and got downstairs noticing that Ast already had hung up the new pics beside the others, hey babe Ast said, he were busy playing Fifa together with Jeff, hey Laura he said, hey Jeff I smiled sitting down beside Ast, I were soon laying down again, Luca were very active, owww I let out, what´s wrong Ast said rushing over to me, think he just turned around, he were still kicking, yep he´s kicking my ribs now I grinned, troublemaker he is Ast said caressing my stomach, just like his dad then Jeff grinned.
The next two weeks they were finishing the album, as it were due to be released on November 16th, they were promoting it in Denmark, Sweden, Germany and France the last two weeks of November, Marv not going with them though, seeing as it were so close to Rochelle´s due date. JB were right, Ast weren´t letting me out of sight, I were with him in the studio every day, the last day of recordings I tweeted “The new JLS album is sounding amazing, something to look forward to, not looking forward to two weeks with Ast on European promo though”. You´ll be alright Marv said sitting down beside me, he had seen the tweet, he´s not even home on our 1 year anniversary on the 26th I sighed, aw I´m sure he´ll make up for that when they get home he said giving me a hug. That´s it the producer as Ast finished the last part, just gonna get this one mixed and then there´s a listen through of the album tomorrow he said, I sat and checked my mentions after my tweet, what a bitch I let out, what? Ast said coming over, just Kate I said showing him her tweet “Oh so you´re letting Aston of on his own, he´ll probably cheat on you again”, babe why haven´t you unfollowed her yet he said, I don´t know, I guess I hoped to get our friendship back, but that´s deffo over now I said hitting the block button, and you know I wouldn´t do it again he said caressing my cheek, I know I smiled kissing him passionately, I´ll keep him in a short leash Reesh grinned, oh so funny you are Ast grinned nudging him, thanks Reesh, but I trust him I said.
It was soon the night before they were off to Europe, so far the album had got great reviews in the UK. I´m gonna miss you soo bad I said as we were laid in bed caressing eachother after a heated round of sex, can´t believe you won´t be home before December the 1st I sighed, aw babe I´m gonna miss you too and you know I would have taken you along if you were allowed to fly he said kissing me tenderly, now we should get up, Mike and the others will be around soon, ok I said. They all soon came, Mike setting up his stuff, I´ll be right down Ast said giving me a kiss, so you´re gonna miss him Chloe asked, yeah gonna be though, aw you´ve been through it before, sure it´ll be fine this time too Rochelle said, yeah maybe I said, if you get too lonely you can always stay at ours Marv said, thanks I smiled. Ast got down again, you look good I said running my hand over his very short do, close trimmed sides and back, the top slightly longer, the others got their trims too and were soon heading home, I´ll pick you up here tomorrow morning JB said to Ast, yeah that’s fine he said, it´s ok with you ain´t it babe, yeah saves me from crying at the airport I sighed, aw you´ll be alright Ast said.
Time to get up babe Ast said next morning, I just put on a pair of joggers and a t-shirt as I intended on going back to bed when Ast had left. Ast got his suitcase and we got downstairs getting some breakfast before JB came, that must be him he said as we heard a car in the driveway, he put on his coat and beanie and we headed outside, hey you two JB said as we got out, time to say goodbye Ast said wrapping his arms around me, wish it wasn´t I said welling up, aw babe you´ll be fine he said wiping my tears away kissing me tenderly, JB took Ast´s suitcase putting it in the trunk, time to go he said, just two weeks and I´ll be back again he said giving me one last kiss, I´ll Skype you whenever I can he said getting in the car.
The first few days I just dashed around the house missing him being miserable, I cheered up at bit when I got a text from him saying that he were about to Skype me, I quickly sat up my laptop connecting, and he soon popped up on my screen, in fact they all three were there, hey you guys, what´s up I asked, Ast didn´t seem too happy, you remember that girl I slept with he said biting his lip, yeah what about her I asked getting worried, well she has contacted me saying she´s pregnant and that it could be mine he said, what? I said shocked, but I don´t think it can be, I swear I used protection despite being drunk, and her bump is so tiny, don´t worry Ast I trust you, but what are you gonna do, well she´s already sold her story to a big paper here, but we´ve contacted a doctor, and I´m giving a bloodtest later today and she´s having a test taken from the umbelicord, they´ll be able to trace the dna from that and see if she´s telling the truth or not, sadly I won´t have the answer before we get home, aw gorgeous I trust you 100%, and she´s gonna look stupid when the result comes and it´s not yours, yeah she could risk a lawsuit, but I´ll discuss that with management and a lawyer if it comes that far, I don´t think it´s Ast´s either Reesh said, her bump is really tiny, tinier than yours 4 months ago, I have to go again babe, would just let you know before it hits the papers at home he sighed, aw I feel for you gorgeous, can´t wait to have you home again, speak soon, yeah miss you he said before ending the call. Couldn´t believe the cheekiness of that bitch, no way she were pregnant with Ast´s child, but couldn´t do much else than wait now.
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So can it be Ast´s ? I´ll leave it there, don´t know when I can post again, as my laptop is going to be restored as it´s almost crashing all the time x
