Hey, how are you babe Ast asked as I woke up next morning, am still sore, but I´m glad you got me to the doctor, so I knew I actually were pregnant, before it happened I said, me too babe, we should get up now, we´re heading for Glasgow after breakfast he said hugging me giving me a kiss, I put on my onesie while Ast took a quick shower, he got out and got dressed, packing our suitcases, you ready to go he asked, yeah I said, he gave my hand a squeeze before grabbing both suitcases. We met up with everyone down at breakfast, hey how are you Marv asked coming over hugging me, sore and gutted, but happy we found out before it happened I said, aw hope you´ll be alright soon, thanks Marv, JB and Reesh came over too hugging me, making me well up, aw babe come here Ast said hugging me tight, I just sobbed leaning my head on his shoulder, Ast rubbing my back comforting me, we sat down and Ast got some food for us, I just cuddled up to him, please eat something babe Ast pleaded, I just ate a little. After we finished we got on the tour bus, don´t you think you should go and lay down and rest Ast asked after a while, caressing my cheek, I don´t want to be alone I said, aw lay down here on the seat then, I laid down resting my head on his thighs, Ast caressing me, making me relax, so I soon fell asleep
*Aston´s POV*
So how are you feeling Marv asked me when Laura had fallen asleep, I´m gutted, I was getting used to the thought of being a dad already and I can´t believe it could happen so quick losing it all, it were such an amazing feeling seeing that tiny heart on the screen I smiled, you´ll have to try again JB said padding me on the shoulder, yeah maybe, there´s no rush, honestly right now I would be afraid of her losing it again I said, I don´t think it´ll happen again next time Marv said, that would just be too cruel, yeah I said looking at Laura, carefully caressing her as she slept.
*Normal POV*
Hey babe, wake up, we´re here Ast said, I were no longer laying on his thighs, have I slept all the time?, yeah, you must have needed it, he said giving me a soft kiss, oh there´s loads of fans I said looking out of the window, I´ll get you up to our room before I go out to them ok? Ok I said, he put his arm protective around me as we went in, the others went over to the fans. We got up to our room, you ok with me going? Yeah of course I said, I´ll be back soon he said giving me a tender kiss. I laid down on the bed, tears falling, I felt awful, there were a knock on the door, I slowly got up opening, Marv, Reesh & JB were stood outside, I let them in, Ast didn´t want you to be alone Reesh said hugging me, I got back in bed, Reesh sat down beside me, and Marv and JB took a chair, so how are you feeling Reesh asked, not good, it hurts so much, even though we only knew about it for a few hours I said starting to cry again, aw I don´t know what to say to make you feel better he said caressing my back, just stay here until Ast comes back I said, we will JB said. I must have dosed of, because I woke up to Ast laid beside me and the others had gone, hey babe he smiled, hey I said cuddling up to him, how are you now he asked, I feel awful, it´s all my fault I cried, what is? He questioned, that I lost the baby, I should have known, I shouldn´t have drank anything I cried, hey hey babe come here, you couldn´t have known, yeah you were tired, but that could have been anything, don´t be too hard on yourself, he said hugging me tight, I love you he said looking in my eyes giving me a tender kiss, I put my hand behind his neck deepening the kiss, love you too, I need you, please don´t ever leave me I said welling up again, I´ll never leave you babe he said caressing my cheek, but what if I can´t give you kids I said, of course you can, don´t think like that, and even if you couldn´t I still wouldn´t leave you, now stop being silly he smiled leaning in for another kiss. We lay cuddling for a while, do you think you´re up for going to the arena today, or do you wanna stay here? He asked, I wanna go with you, it helps being with you I smiled, aw babe, do you feel a bit better now? He asked, yeah I said running my hands over his head, caressing his neck before leaning in for a kiss, I love you baldie I grinned, oii you´re so cheeky, but I rather have that you´re cheeky than sad he smiled giving me a tender kiss. We should get ready now, we have an interview before our sound check, we got up and took a quick shower, I got my onesie back on, mmh you look better in skinny jeans Ast said wrapping his arms around me, maybe, but as long as I´m wearing those huge “diapers” it´s comfy clothes for me, I´ll leave the skinny jeans to you I grinned. Ast got his on together with the shirt from our photo shoot, mmh you look good I said wrapping my hands around his neck caressing it, let´s go he said taking my hand, ohh I nearly forgot he grinned picking up his snapback putting it on, you just don´t like showing your bald head do you? I grinned poking him in the side, naa don´t really like it he said, aw I still think you look sexy, and you did it for a good cause I smiled, I know, thanks babe he smiled, We got down in the lobby meeting the others, hey Laura Marv said, are you ok? Yeah am better now, time with Ast deffo helps I smiled wrapping my arms around him, and sorry for falling asleep on you guys, aw that´s alright Laura, just glad you´re feeling better now Marv said. We got on the bus to the arena, I sat cuddled up to Ast, trying to tease him by flicking off his snapback, oii stop it you he grinned putting it back on, mmh you´re no fun I said putting my hands on his face flicking it off again, instantly pulling him in for a passionate kiss, you´re so cheeky he said as we broke apart, yeah but you like it I grinned, it really don´t look that bad Reesh said as Ast put the snapback back on, have you regretted it like last time JB grinned, yeah, but couldn´t say no to raising that many money could I? It wouldn´t have looked good, and I knew that neither of you two would have done it he grinned nudging Reesh and Marv. We arrived at the arena and got backstage in their dressing room, we´re going for our interview, you sure you´re gonna be ok on your own for a while Ast asked, of course sexy, now go I said giving him a kiss, seems like bossy Laura is back Reesh grinned. I took out my iPad and logged on Twitter reading all the nice tweets I had got after Ast had tweeted the statement, there were a few harsh tweets too, but I just scrolled past them. There were a knock on the door, it was Richard, got something for you, this came from Hello magazine today he smiled handing me a big envelope, ohh it´s the photos from our photo shoot I said, so how are you feeling now he asked, still a bit sore, but much better than yesterday, good to hear, enjoy the photos he said before he were gone again, I took the album out, there were two copies of the magazine too. There were another knock on the door, hey Laura Jeff and Sarah said, hey you two, what are you doing here I smiled, well Ast sent us, should have guessed I grinned, he won´t let me be alone, aw I think it´s cute Sarah said, so how are you feeling she asked, much better than yesterday, still a bit sore, but don´t tell Ast, he´ll just order me back in bed at the hotel I grinned, we won´t then they both said. What is that Jeff said pointing at the album, it´s the photos from the engagement interview we did with Hello magazine I smiled picking it up, showing it to them, aw those pics are amazing Sarah said, yeah I smiled, oh just wanna find something I said picking my iPad up, going on youtube searching for a vid of Ast in Newcastle, I found one, you two haven´t seen the faces he were pulling when he got his hair shaved off, it´s hilarious I grinned pressing play, aw he genuinely doesn´t seem to enjoy that one bit Jeff grinned, nope, he still don´t like it, he only did it because it were for charity, well it really don´t look bad Sarah said, exactly, just what I´ve told him I smiled. Time for the guys´ sound check, you wanna go and watch Jeff asked, yeah let´s do that, we got out in the arena, they were singing “hold me down”, ohh I love that one, yeah it sounds good acustic Sarah said, ohh and look who´s forgot his snapback I grinned, quickly pulling out my phone taking a pic before he saw me, I went on twitter, “he´s just hot, hair or no hair” I tweeted attaching the pic, ohh I think you´re in trouble now Jeff grinned pointing at Ast, that had got his phone out, whoops forgot he get my tweets sent to his phone I grinned, Ast looked down at me and mouthed “cheeky”, they finished the sound check and I went back to their dressing room, see you later Jeff grinned. Ast, Marv, JB and Reesh were soon back, you´re so bad Ast grinned coming over to me, but it´s true I said running my hands over his head, pulling him in for a passionate kiss, if you say so he smiled, hugging me, I´m not in trouble then I grinned, naa it´s alright he said giving me another kiss, the guys have dared me to not wear my snapback for the rest of the day he grinned, mmh sounds good sexy I said, hey you two Marv shouted, dinner time, we´re coming I grinned. That night I saw the show from the side of the stage, we got back to the hotel afterwards, see you guys tomorrow Ast said, oh are we not going to the after party I asked, nope, you need to rest babe, aw that´s no fun I pouted, maybe not, but it´s the best for you he said giving me a soft kiss, you´re so caring I smiled. We got to our room and soon got undressed getting to bed, come here he said pulling me close, love you he smiled kissing me passionately, mmh love you too sexy, wish we could I winked putting my hand down his boxers, ahh don´t be a tease he said taking my hand away, it´ll have to wait he smiled, now get to sleep he said kissing me, mmhh ok I pouted cuddling up to him. I woke up with a scream in the middle of the night, hey what´s up, nightmare? Ast asked, yeah, relived it all again in my dreams I sobbed, aw come here he said wrapping his arms around me, try and get back to sleep he said caressing my back, I soon drifted off again.
