Can´t believe I only were up feeding him once during the night I said as we laid in bed with Luca between us, and you didn´t have to get up too I said smiling at Ast, but I wanted to he smiled leaning over giving me a tender kiss, should I put him in his cot so we can get a shower he asked, yeah I said giving Luca a kiss on his forehead. Come on babe he said as he got back, we undressed and got in the shower Ast showering me in kisses before he started to caress me, mmh stop it I moaned as he caressed my breasts, why he said looking at me, you turn me on I grinned running my hand over his head, whoops he grinned cheekily squeezing my bum, oii that ain´t helping I said kissing him passionately, can´t we make it disappear down there he moaned, Ast you´re silly, I just had a baby I grinned, I know our little perfect son he said giving me a tender kiss, I love you soo much I smiled looking at him, love you too gorgeous. We finished and got out drying off before getting dressed. Should we give Luca a bath Ast asked, yeah I said, we both went into his room, Luca were just laid gazing at the mobile hanging above his cot, he´s perfect Ast said wrapping his arms around me, yeah good job he´s got all your good looks I grinned, yeah that´s lucky he teased, you´re cheeky I grinned giving him a peck on the cheek, don´t I get more than that he teased turning me around crushing his lips on mine, you look good too you know that he asked, if you say so I said, you do he said looking sternly at me, sorry Ast I said looking away, wish you would get over feeling insecure about your looks he said caressing my cheek. I picked Luca up laying him on the changingtable, I´ll go out and fill his bath Ast said giving me a kiss on the cheek, I undressed him before wrapping him up in his babytowel going out to Ast in the bathroom, hey come here little man he said taking him placing him in the bath holding him in his strong arms, I took a quick pic of them, Ast were so careful. Seems like he likes it I smiled, yeah Ast said, he wrapped him in his towel again going into his room, I emptied the bath before joining him, I stopped in the doorway smiling at how he was talking to Luca and making funny faces as he dried him off before dressing him, you´re amazing I said wrapping my arms around him, hey didn´t see you there he smiled, think he´s hungry now he smiled as Luca started making noises, I sat down in the armchair, here you go Ast said handing Luca to me, Ast sat on the other armrest putting his arm around me, this is perfect he said, didn´t imagine being here with wife and kid just 1½ years ago, wife to be I corrected him, mmh my perfect little family he said giving me a tender kiss.
Should we go down to Pineapple and show him off, they´ll be there rehearsing for their show, or are you too sore still Ast asked, no I feel fine, so let´s do that I said. Ast packed the pram in the car while I got Luca in his jacket and hat, I put my own coat and shoes on, before grabbing the nappybag and picking Luca up going out to Ast, ready he smiled, yeah I said handing Luca to him, he got him in his seat and the blanket put over him. We got in the car too and soon reached the dance studios, Ast assembled the pram before taking Luca out of his seat putting him in the pram, come on babe he said taking my hand. We soon found the room the team were rehearsing in, hey you two Jeff greeted us, or three, congrats he said giving Ast a man hug before giving me a hug too, so he finally peeked out he grinned, yeah I smiled, I reached down taking Luca´s hat off so he wouldn´t be too hot, Sarah and Leon came over too, congrats you two he said giving us a hug, yeah congrats Sarah said hugging us too, now can we see him she grinned, yeah Ast said picking Luca up, so tiny and cute Sarah said, he´s got quite a lot of hair Leon said, yeah unlike his dad Jeff grinned rubbing Ast´s head, oii stop it you he grinned nudging Jeff. So are you ready to dance again Jeff asked, noo, I´ve given birth less than 2 days ago, won´t be dancing again before the tour I smiled, I know were only teasing he grinned, knew you were I said nudging him. We stayed a while longer before heading off again, should we pay HQ a visit Ast asked, yeah if you want to I smiled giving his thigh a squeeze, feel like showing him off to the whole world he said, you´re too cute Ast. So he finally decided to come out Richard asked, yeah I smiled, he´s like a mini Aston he grinned, yeah scary how much he looks like him I grinned, oii you cheeky, nothing bad about looking like me Ast grinned, nope I said giving him a quick kiss. Luca started to whimper in his seat, is there somewhere I can feed him I asked, yeah you can borrow my office Richard said showing me in. Should we be going again Ast asked as I got out, yeah I said, Ast took Luca, last stop Mike´s shop, ok, but you got your hair cut yesterday I grinned, mmh maybe I want a full shaved head he winked, yeah right you do I grinned nudging him. Hey you two Mike said as we got in, you´re not having his hair cut already he asked pointing at Luca, no Ast grinned, just want my sides and back shaved smooth he grinned, alright Mike grinned, it certainly didn´t last long with a full head of hair for you he grinned, no this is so much easier, yeah and we save a fortune on shampoo I teased, cheeky Ast grinned, well he´s never had much hair while you two have known each other Mike smiled finished the shave.
Aw come on babe, I want to go out with you on New years eve Ast pleaded, but what about Luca, can´t leave him I frowned, my mum has agreed to look after him, but he´ll need feeding during the night I said, I´m sure he´ll survive getting a bottle once or twice Ast said, why are you so eager on going out, you can go out without me, you know I don´t mind I said, or are you tired of being a dad already I frowned, no he said looking shocked at me walking out of the kitchen. I sighed sitting down, he had been asking me the last two days, but I didn´t like leaving Luca so soon just for a night out. I went into the living room sitting down beside Ast in the sofa, alright I´ll go out with you I sighed, are you sure he asked looking at me, yeah I said, love you babe he said giving me a tender kiss. You should try the black dress with the deep cut at the back Ast said as we dried of after the shower the next evening, I doubt I can squeeze into that, mmh try he said placing hot kisses down my neck, ahh stop that I moaned, nope, I enjoy being the one teasing now he grinned, mmh I´ll just feed Luca before I get dressed I said going into his room escaping Ast´s teasing, he turned me on so bad, couldn´t wait to stop bleeding. After I had changed Luca I went into my room trying on the dress, it was a bit tight around my stomach, Aaast I called, yeah? He said peeking in, zip this for me please I smiled, ahh knew you could use it he smiled zipping it caressing my bum, oh god Ast stop it now, I can´t, you´re looking hot he whispered putting my diamond necklace on me, perfect he whispered, stop turning me on I moaned, not my fault that I do he grinned, mmh you´re bad, am not he said kissing me.
Everyone soon arrived, hey girl Rochelle said, so where is Noah tonight I asked, Marv´s parents are having him over night she smiled, oh I said, were still in doubt about leaving Luca. At 10pm Ast´s mum came, I had just fed Luca, so he wouldn´t need a bottle the next few hours, I sat down with her, I´m not sure about this, he´s only 5 days old I sighed, it´ll be fine, and you won´t be far away, Ast missed you when he´s been out lately, I know I said, now don´t worry, go out and have some fun, no harm in that she smiled, you ready to go Ast asked coming over, yeah I said. We soon arrived at the club, the paps snapping away, great, can´t wait to read the story tomorrow I moaned, don´t Ast sighed, just have some fun tonight yeah? He said, ok I said. Cheer up Reesh said nudging me as we sat in the booth, Ast came over with our drinks, this ain´t alcohol free I said as I took a sip of mine, one won´t hurt Ast smiled, guess not I shrugged. Wanna dance Ast asked a while later, na, I´m fine here I said, ok he said joining the others, Reesh stayed with me, you really don´t wanna be here do you he asked, no, only agreed to go to make Ast happy I sighed, am not enjoying myself at all, look, just tell him that I´ve gone home I said grabbing my bag getting up, but? Reesh said, just do it Reesh I sighed going out getting a cab. Hey you two are home early Siobhan said as I got in, it´s only me I said, oh what happened, I just don´t feel like partying I sighed, what about Ast she asked, told Reesh to tell him I have gone home I said, ok she said raising her eyebrow, is Luca asleep I asked, yeah she said, ok I´ll go to bed then I said going upstairs avoiding more questions. I quickly undressed getting in bed, I knew it wasn´t nice that I just had walked out on him, but I really weren´t in the mood for partying when I had a 5 days old son at home. It didn´t take long before I heard the door and Ast getting home, it were just after midnight, not a nice start to the new year I sighed, I pretended to be asleep as Ast got up, he slowly undressed before slipping under the duvet, keeping his back to me sighing heavily, no kiss, no nothing, guess I had upset him I thought as a tear fell.
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So what´ll happen next? Thought I would leave it there for now ;-). I won´t be able to post the next week, as I´m going over for Olly Murs´ tour, so won´t be home before the 3rd :-)
