It were now a week since Laura had been taken to the hospital, she were still there, they had managed to stop the contractions, but she would have to stay there another week, she still didn´t want to see me, it were killing me, so I were burrying myself in work at the studio, getting my parts of the songs done in no time. Aast take a break Marv said one afternoon, no then I´ll just think of her and what I´m about to lose, you might not lose her, you just have to apologise Marv said padding me on the shoulder, yeah well that ain´t easy when she don´t want to see me and have blocked my number I sighed, try and write a letter, I´ll give it to her this afternoon then he said. Alright I said finding pen and paper starting to write, all my feelings, how sorry I was, that I couldn´t live without her, I were a soppy mess before I had finished writing it, hey you alright Reesh said, no I don´t want to lose her I sighed, you did say some hurtful things to her mate, I know, I really don’t know what happened to me that day, I shouldn´t have lost my temper like that, Marv were right, she did nothing wrong, she raised a good amount for the charity, right that´s it, we two are going to see her now, you´ll wait outside while she read the letter and then I hope she´ll talk to you, you two are meant to be he said, you sure it´s a good idea Marv asked him, well something needs to happen he said, I probably shouldn´t say this, but she asked Rochelle yesterday to pack her a suitcase along with her passport, so she has it when she is discharged, NO Marv, I can´t let that happen I said, right let´s go Reesh said. We soon got to the hospital, right you wait here, I´ll go in and make her read your letter Reesh said going in.
*Normal POV*
Hey Reesh, what are you doing here I asked as he came in, I´m here to make you read this, and I´m not leaving before you two have made up he said, but …., just read it Laura he said handing me the letter he had in his hand, I started to read it, omg Reesh, he wants to end it, what? He said, his life, he can´t bear the thought of losing me, I cried showing Reesh what he had written “I can´t bear the thought of losing you, if I don´t have you, I don´t know what there is to live for”, oh shit he said, but what do you want Laura, do you want Ast? What does your heart say? He asked looking at me, yeah, I want him, I love him I cried, to be honest I had been crying myself to sleep every night, but I couldn´t forget the argument and what it had caused, so that´s why I had kept him away from me. Is he here? I asked, yeah he is, shall I get him? He asked, yes please I said crying, he soon got back in with a crying Ast, I´ll be outside he said going out again. Hey babe, I´m so so sorry he said coming over, I sat up letting him hug me tight, don´t leave me he whispered, I won´t I sobbed onto his shoulder, and you´re not ugly, you´re beautiful he said looking at me before crushing his lips on mine, missed you soo much he said, missed you too Ast, he kicked of his shoes and we cuddled up in the bed, kissing and hugging, Ast started to caress my back and I soon felt sleepy.
*Reesh´s POV*
Hey you two I said as Marv and JB came, how did it go Marv asked, come on I said opening the door, I think that speaks for itself I smiled at Ast and Laura cuddled up fast asleep, what are you guys looking at Rochelle asked, shh, look I said as she came over to the door, aw they´ve made up, she won´t need this then she said pointing to the suitcase she had with her, no I don´t think so I said. We all sat down, I can´t believe he actually thought of taking his life if she had left him I sighed, what? JB asked shocked, yeah he wrote “I can´t bear the thought of losing you, if I don´t have you, I don´t know what there is to live for” I quoted, I think he´s stressed out, they´ve been through so much shit lately Rochelle said, yeah you´re right about that, hope it calms down now Marv said. Why are you not in visiting Laura the nurse asked as she came by, come here I said, that´s why I said showing her Ast and Laura, ohh right she smiled, well we´re going to discharge her today, so come and find me when they wake up, ok we will I said.
