I woke up early, hadn´t slept very well, couldn´t forget that this would be my last hours with Aston, I just didn´t want to say goodbye, even though I knew we would be seeing each other again, but would it work out between us, what if he found another girl back in the UK? I was falling hard for him, and I couldn´t help but letting out a huge sigh and let a few tears fall, I wanted him so bad, but I couldn´t be near him every day, I just layed and stared at him for a moment, he looked so cute as he slept, I dried my eyes and tried to get back to sleep, eventually I drifted off again. I woke up to a pair of gorgeous eyes staring at me, morning babe Ast said, kissing me gently, you´ve been crying? Oh god had forgot to take off my mascara last night, the tears started to fall again, aaaw babe, don´t cry, I just can´t bear losing you I said, hey hey, you´re not losing me, Ast said as he wiped away my tears, before hugging me tight. But you´re flying home today, I´m gonna miss you so bad I frowned, I´m gonna miss you too babe, Ast said kissing me again, now go and get washed, before we head down for breakfast. I went to the bathroom and got washed, didn´t bother to put any makeup on, as I knew I would be crying again in the airport later, I brushed my teeth and then went in to get dressed, letting Aston into the bathroom, I put on my blue jeans, JLS t-shirt and a black jumper. Aston were soon finished too and got dressed in his black skinny jeans and a black tight fitting jumper, gosh he were just so hot. Ohh Ast, I said, I still got your bracelet on, do you want it now or? I asked, I think you should keep it he said smiling at me, aaw thanks babe I said hugging him. Now let´s go down and get breakfast, the others are probably already waiting for us, he grinned, grabbing my hand, leading us to the lift taking us down to the breakfast hall. And surely enough the three others were stood waiting for us, there you two are, busy morning? Oritsé winked, I just shaked my head slightly, smiling faintly, aaw don´t be sad he said, giving me a hug, I were only joking, Marvin & JB also greeted me with hugs, nearly making me sob again, aaw come here babe, Aston said, wiping away the tear that threatened to fall, now let´s get something to eat yeah? I just nodded and followed them into the dining hall. I wasn´t really feeling like eating anything, I managed to get a bit of scrambled egg, bacon and a piece of bread with butter and a glass of orange juice down. Aston, Marvin, JB & Oritsé piled up their plates more than once, I did wonder where they put all that food with the perfect bodies they all had. I just sat and watched them joke around, loved the banter they always seemed to have with each other. Aston soon noticed I was being quiet, what´s up babe? He asked, I´m just gonna miss you so bad I said leaning up against him, he put his arm around me, holding me tight, I´m gonna miss you too, we have to figure out something. What about the concert we´re doing the day before New Years eve? Marvin asked, she could come over for that and then spend New Year together with us, I´m sure Rochelle won´t mind us being one more. That´s a brilliant idea, Aston said, what do you think Laura? You wanna spend New Year with us? Yeah I would really love to, I´m off work anyways, but I´m not sure I can afford the flight tickets I hesitated, don´t worry about that, we´ll figure something out Aston said, you´re coming over he grinned, giving me a big kiss. Right guys, time to go and get packed, nearly time for going to the airport Marvin said. Come on babe, let´s go and get packed then, Aston said holding my hand, the van will be here in an hour. What about your fans, are they gonna know about us, I asked Aston, it will eventually hit the tabloids in the UK that you´ve been seeing one here in Denmark, I don´t know Aston said, you could just tweet that yes you´ve met someone here and trying to get it to work, I said, Yeah Aston said, if you´re ready for it, I will, he pulled out his phone logging on twitter tweeting: Yes, I´ve met a sweet girl and want it to work , so please no hate, just be happy for me Ax, there Aston said, kissing me, you´re officially my girl now he grinned, his phone soon buzzed, oh the van is here he said, we should be going. Yeah I said picking up my bag and suitcase, following him out to the lift, meeting the other three, they checked out and we got in the van, the paps snapping away, I didn´t care. We soon reached the airport, far too soon for my liking. There were quite a few fans waiting for them, and I let Aston greet them, taking photos etc., I were given quite a few funny looks, as a few probably recognised me, I didn´t really care as I strolled off hand in hand with Aston, smiling at him, They all soon got checked in, and it were time for goodbye, this was gonna be hard. Marvin, JB & Oritsé hugged me first, we´ll see you in 6 weeks they said, yeah I smiled, before they went away a bit, letting me and Aston have our moment. I´m gonna miss you soo bad Ast I whispered leaning into him, I know babe, but just think in just 6 weeks we´ll see each other again, he said lifting my chin up. We shared a long passionate kiss, tears running down my face, aaw babe, time will fly, he said wiping away my tears, I have to go now babe, I´ll call you when we land ok? Yeah I sighed, now cheer up he said giving me one last kiss, and then he were off, they waved at me, tears starting to roll again, I stayed until they were gone, I wiped my tears away, before heading for the train station, there were still a few fans around, I just moved quickly past them, didn´t want any confrontations. I soon got my train ticket changed to the next train, just wanted to get home now. I was soon sat on the train, taking out my iPad checking twitter, there were quite a few reactions to Aston´s tweet, a few nasty comments, but mostly sweet messages. I checked my own mentions and there were a few from Kate and others wondering about what they´ve read in the paper and if it were true, well it obviously were, as there were pictures of us holding hands in front of their hotel. I soon turned it off again, putting my iPod on instead, blocking out the world, listening to JLS, I soon fell asleep!
